here i stand
naked
unashamed
no longer afraid
i am open
splayed
so that you may look
into my darkest shadows
and see
me

here i stand
nothing you wish
to know will remain hidden
i show you all
even what i can't see

and you choose to be blind

wind
with sand
grates
skin away
without the rain
in blue and gray
to wash
the blood
and pain
away

i feel you
currents and electrical shivers
whisper against my palm
when i stroke the air
around your skin
you feel so gooooooood

gun gas
splash float
****** ****
hate

blood red
bloat blue
death grey
pain true

i drink the poison
and i hope you die
bitterness soaks in
to become the lie
feeding
the decay we deny