Sometimes I feel you are feeling the same
But then you go and give me fix feelings
What do you want from me
When you stare into my eyes
We feel a spark
Then you go talk about other girls
Pushing me into the dark
I feel like I want to hurl
But I smile and agree
Acting as if I am happy
I can not make a move
What if you disapprove?
What if I am just naive?
What if you are just thirty?
What if I am a mere nominee?

You're like a cigarette
One hit and I’m addicted
Around you, I start losing my etiquettes
My feelings are conflicted
I try not to fall
But I am slowly
You make me feel I am an angel
Without you, I turn lonely
No matter how many people are around me
I always crave your presence
Without you, I am nobody
Being near you is a blessing
I have to stay far
Or you will break my heart

I'm tired of these lies
The fact I can't open up I demise
No matter how much I try
I stay closed inside

I wanted somebody
To tell me
That I was precious
I wanted somebody
To tell me
That I was gracious
I wanted somebody
To tell me
That I was ferocious
But now I want somebody
To tell me
That I am
Devious
Envious
Furious
Delirious
Insidious
I want somebody to help me
I screamed it loud like a banshee
Somebody to make me feel alright
Make me shine so bright
Make me see the daylight
Lead me with their flashlight
Get rid of the parasite
Never put up a fight
Is it too late
To set things right
Tired of carrying the weight
Don't let it, don't let it, don't let it
Escalate
Or I will, I will, I will
Eliminate

I sat next to you today
Making me feel as if today is my birthday
The way your eyes light up when you stare
Kiss me they dare
Your presence makes anything bearable
Makes everything enjoyable
I am scared of getting hurt
You are known to be a big flirt
Revealing my vulnerable side
Makes me horrified
Allowing someone to enter my heart
Impressing me with their art
Should I take the leap of faith
Locked and loaded like a gunsmith

Can I let go of my pride
My fear of rejection
Staying away from you is like only inhaling carbon dioxide
Love spreading in my body becoming an infection
The longer I stay away
The closer I am drawn near
You stay in my mind day by day
When you're around there is nothing to fear
I know you feel a connection
I know there is a spark when we touch
There is no objection
I crave you so much
Waiting for you to make the first move
Time stands still when you walk in the room
There is nothing you can improve
Freed my heart from its tomb
Kissing you slowly
Tangled up in sheets
Doing the unholy
Embedded in my dreams

I watch you silently from the other side of the room
Aching to come near you
Stand by your side
Hear what stories you are telling
Those feelings, I denied
I am a puppet on the string
You might not know it
But I am controlled by your every movement
Your beauty is inhuman
The way you stare into my eyes
Chuckle at my jokes
My stomach fills with butterflies
Igniting my hopes
I want to trail my hands down your body
Hold you tight in my embrace
When you ask me something, the only thing I can say is oui.
Falling under your grace.
You are the one I want to impress
You are the one who makes me feel whole
These feelings I cam not process
You make me feel safe like home.