I drift away slowly
You can try to save me
But you won't succeed
I am too far gone
Consumed by all the greed
I can not turn my switch back on
Embracing my darkness
Watching the blood slip through my fingers
My reputation has been tarnished
Pulling all the triggers
Laughing at all the pain
Having no weakness
Is the only way
Why should I change
What can I say
I am deranged
Am I being awful?
No I am only normal
Why? Because I am mortal

Picking up that part of me
Fixing it where its supposed to be
Keep on going with my life
Hiding my lies
Acting as if I am a saint
Anytime I will break
Pretending I don't feel faint
I do no sins
Oh look I lied again
There goes truth-telling down the drain
Pulling at all the strings
Spreading my wings
Not white
Darker than night
Like my mind
Here to corrupt mankind
I am a nightmare
Dressed as a daydream
Shall leave no one spared
Go run and scream
No matter how much you try
You can never escape my schemes
Sound the battle cry
Now you have my evil eye
Start saying your goodbyes

Fame, Power, Money
Where did you get it from?
Your daddy and mummy?
Watching the suffering in the word and doing nothing
Your clothes they look so stunning
Spending 10k on a shirt how disgusting
How can you be so numb
So utterly blind and dumb
You can help the unfortunate out
But do you?
You just pout
That you didn't get the Ferrari you wanted
Or the 5m instead of the 6m deep pool
You just keep on wanting and wanting
Stop being so cruel
Be more grateful
Maybe you can be less shameful
Maybe even less disgraceful
You are so unfaithful
So regretful
The definition of painful
The opposite of graceful
After you leave your mom and dad you will be unstable
Stop acting like a fool
I know it is hard because you are the biggest tool
You think you are such a jewel
You think you rule
Well Happy April Fools

School the never-ending cycle
Wake up 6 am in the morning over and over again
It is everybody’s biggest rival
I just want to jump in an airplane
Escape the all the monotone voices
The endless choices
******* up the teachers
Doing all my homework
Becoming a cheater
Researching every small thing on the network

What is difference between an angel and a devil
A Devil is an angel in disguise
An angel is just pretending to be civil
They both keep their eyes trained on the prize
Both soaring in the skies
They were once baptized
All of them hypnotize, fantasize and mesmerize
One of them is downright good
And the other one is just misunderstood

I have a lot of secrets
If people find out they would run away from me
I have way too many regrets
But this is life, a movie
And I have been chosen to play the lead
It isn't perfect
But this what I have been signed for
If only I can quit
Escape from a trap door

People always say there is something wrong in my head
I just lay awake wondering in my bed
If they are right or wrong
I guess I might never know
But I will keep on singing my song
Sitting by the fireplace and drinking my Bordeaux