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May 2020 · 56
wish we never met
Sercret admirer May 2020
wish we never met there would be no need to cry me to sleep,
wish I didn't give my heart to you at least it wouldn't be broken,
wish I didn't love you this much at least I would be better with a lonely and peaceful mind,
wish I didn't let myself down before you at least I would have assured myself,
wish I dint text you this much, at least I would have learned to talk to myself,
wish I never build the hope of being with you, together or not, at least my heart would never be afraid to build hope again,
wish I should have stopped myself from falling for u, at least I would have never gotten hurt,
but, even after many trials many sleepless nights many thoughts I still wake up smiling at your words,
I guess we are better of being best friends than dividing apart,
sometimes I am happy sometimes I am sad. I struggle every day to overcome my feelings,
and the sad part is you don't even know them.
wish you weren't just my best friend, or do I?
now I'm not sure what I feel for you,
I'm just going with the flow, and I don't know if this is making it worse or better,
wish I had a chance to tell you all this.
but in the end, it is better to end in good terms...and happy memories.
May 2020 · 68
sorry to myself
Sercret admirer May 2020
Sorry to myself
Sorry for not respecting your thoughts and not understanding you
Sorry that I treated you so bad more than anyone else did
Sorry for all those nights you spent crying into your pillows
Sorry for not caring and running behind someone who doesn’t care
Sorry for putting others first
Sorry for breaking you every time
Sorry for letting you down when I have to pick you u up
I am sorry…
May 2020 · 66
Fading into infinity...
Sercret admirer May 2020
The longer you feel
The depressed you get
Do i really fit in this society?
Or am i just lacking in giving my part
It crashed me from inside but each second my hopes raise,
Hopes are the only reason i move forward expecting the hopes i built brightly leads me..
But each hope breaks day by day and i still try to build them again..
Waiting for them to break again..
Time passes,pain turns into memory
Its funny how that i think my life cant get any worse,and guess what suddenly it does..
Pushing me into deep darkness.

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