You told me to tell you everything
I resisted
But you were persistent
And I couldn't take it

So I told you every little thing
I let you in
For a while we were best friends
But then it all happened again

You became broken like me
Perhaps it was because of me
I told you to much ****
I guess you shouldn't have been so persistent

You started doing the same things I did
But I wouldn't stop it
How could I stop you
If I couldn't even stop myself?

And then we drifted
Just like that you were gone
You said you found better people
But remember when you said I was perfection?

I knew it was a lie
I could see it in your eye
Everyone leaves me
I even left me

The last thing I heard from you
Made me emotionally break down
You told me to get help
You said everyone knew I needed it
I guess is what happens when people are persistent

They say curiosity killed the cat
And I suppose it did
Because curiosity kills
It leads you down a deep dark road

When you begin to wonder about simple things
You venture into the unknown
Once you begin asking questions
You are on your own

The leaders of this place or lying
All there secrets are hiding
If you dig a little deeper
You won't like what you find

And so yes, curiosity kills
Because they will come for you
And lock you up if they have to
They try to convince you that your free

But if you think for a second
You are far from free
Make one mistake
And you may spend your life locked in a cell

So be careful, my friend
Rebels don't last long here
Nothing lasts long here
Better stay safe and walk with the rest.
Isn't it worth it?

It's a funny thing, you see.
The world told me to be me
I was told to be myself
I was told to not be like everyone else

And so I let my inner spirit show
But now all I get is the constant remarks.
The sneering and calling me weird
The laughter at my walk

So I guess deep down you don't like me
And that's the thing
Humans don't like people who are not like them
And I am not like you

I am unique to myself
I am proud of myself
I may regret what I do
But I don't regret being me

We are not free
We are stuck in a revolving hell
And untill we learn to except each other
We will live forever in the constant state of hell.

As the days went on
And the sleepless nights continued
The drinking got worse
And my mind became broken

I began to remember the little things
The things that broke me
The people that attempted to fix me
But failed miserably

The therapists that quit
The friends who left
I remembered my hopeless mess
And so everything got worse

Nothing got better
I killed people with my thoughts
Slaughtered them with my mind
They always run and hide

I'm not fixable
But I sure am quotable
I am pitiful
And I am miserable

Strange, weird, psychological
I do things that are physically impossible
I'm living life
But I'm dead inside

I see parts of me
That you will never see
I hold grudges
As big as the sea

If I get angry
You better run
I fear my self
But nobody else.

Like the titanic
I'm big and bold  
But with one big hit
I'm dead and old

You better run
You better cry
If you see me
You better hide

I'm coming for you
And I shall get what I seek
You'll be dead in a second
And I'll be swimming in heaven

I looked down at the world as it was falling apart
The fighting
The wars
Never did stop

And I thought to myself
A simple sacrifice would be my self
Maybe it would pause the wars
Maybe it would halt the fights

And so I did it
I sacrificed myself
But the wars didn't stop
The fighting got worse

The lies got out of hand
The rebellion sparked
My sacrifice made no mark
So now I think to myself

And I know it's the truth
The fighting won't stop
And the wars won't halt
Untill every last sacrifice has been marked.