Okay
I guess the path I chose is more likely to be mocked due to the stereotypes that are connected with it. Art School/Design School
But I'm okay with that because yeah I might look like I'm trying to be "unique" and "original"around you , when actually a lot of the time I'm trying to fit in, but to be quite frank, I just wasn't meant to.
Where I am now is home of the unimaginable and I finally feel I am where I belong. I fit in for once ( well it's actually as close as I'm going to get to fitting in within a social mass of people)
Because I didn't make the same choice as the majority of my friends which would've landed me at the same Univeristy as them ,in a degree that would take one year less to complete, and probably leave me feeling a lot more intellectual , I still stand by my decision.
Because I made that decision for myself.
If this wasn't worth it for me I wouldn't do it
Yes it ***** being isolated a lot of the time This has only shown me that friendship is a two way street, It's taught me that the people that are meant to be in your life will most definitely stay in it
It ***** that every six. Weeks we're thrown into a new mix but I guess you could say I'm becoming prone to adjustment .You could say I'm almost used to having to constantly change , this didn't come easy for me because personally I am not a fan of change in general
And all of this is mind ***** but a small insight on my life currently
But It's okay
It's going to be okay
And I'm okay