There's no freedom,
so why even try?
It's not like,
we're gonna get very high.
You get written up,
if you don't do as they say.
Oh Lord...
I guess I'm in,
for a swell of a day.
You work hard,
but it's never enough.
This day just seems,
to be getting rough.
There's no talking.
Why does she yell?
She is making life,
like a living hell.
There are some days,
I just stare at the grass.
When I so badly
want to tell her,
to just kiss my glass!
I'll live life my way,
don't tell me what to do.
Nine times outta ten,
I speak the radical truth.
So tell me I can't,
and I'll prove you wrong.
Tell me what to do,
I dare you.
You'll see a side of me,
and it won't be long.

Study hall
O, study hall
I am sitting in study hall

i dont wanna do homework
just wanna sit and read
draw
play games

its childish
i know that
but i can do math
in studyhall

im just going to rest now

~

what was that?
a foot step?
a voice?
but im all alone...

laughter?
is that the neighbour?
im hiding in my room
not making a sound

what if i die?
will you still remember me?
more talking.
two young men.

the windows are open
blinds up
the basement door is unlocked
so is the garage door

i dont wanna die
but theres no reason they should **** me
but still
if i dont post in the next few weeks, im probably dead

I stare at the screen
With its bright gleam
I remember I have work
But my brain seems to lurk

I sit in studyhall
But my mind's in Nepal
My math homework's lingering
and my friends won't stop bickering