I hereby invite every oz. Of pain I've been evading for years even before the recreations, to come forth, and hit me like a truck. I understand you may need to switch between reverse and drive a few times, but I am ready. I need my light again, for there's darkness in every direction I've been heading. Forever unsteady. At this point in my life i'd be happy to spend it sitting on the dock of the bay strumming the days away with the ghost of Otis Redding. I feel like ive been riding a bike, the chain aint on but I'm still pedaling. Show me a mystery and you will find another kid meddling. But I dont wanna hang around while the dust settles in. I want to watch the sun rise and set again. I want to float beyond the skin I've been living in. Soul been starving to go to a place I dont know exists. I'm grateful for my life, but it's getting harder to shake this. Been stuck in a cocoon phase unable to complete the change because the structure's too thick. Mind still races while keeping body tethered with bricks. But I will embrace it with the waves of sound and silence. There is a way to make it through, and I'm hoping I will find it. I will slowly stand up, again after hitting the ground. Maybe enlist the aid of Chris Jericho to help me break these walls down. I have lost many times but have not yet been fully defeated. I want to disappear, but a holistic retreat may be what's needed. Exorcise the traumas we mistakenly call demons. I'll die before I settle being a cheap cog in the machine. I just want to wake up again to see the reality of my dreams. Instead we're haunted by alarm clocks often robbing us of sleep, and memories of truly beautiful scenes...that just happened. Main character forgot his purpose along with the plot of the movie..why's the audience clappin'?
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