I am never happy when it rains.    

It makes me have to stay in one spot.

And think
Thinking scares me.

Brainstorming, planning...

All that is fine.

But when I crawl into my idlemind

I see there are demons I ignore

Nobody likes being ignored

Rain makes me feel held down.

Having to sort through problem is scary
But necessary.

The pathetic fallacy
She washes over me

You reflect what's inside
And unnerved me, I am fried

So faded, I cried.

I am fine,
really, I am.

It has happened before,
it will happen again.

I just wish the water wouldn't fall
Down so hard upon us all

Give us some time to breathe
Do you have no decency?

Thunder cracks so loud and fierce

Sending shivers to my bones

Making me feel so alone

There is nobody to hold me through the storm
While everyone else seems so warm

I  come undone at the seams.      
When all there is streams

Coming down from the window

Sometimes there is nothing you can do
But hold out till its done

Until the drops have dropped

And till the war is won