it comes rushing in immediately after a strong pleasure
i  hate myself for being so weak
giving in to the pleasures of the world
am sorry i cant look away
but even as i close my eyes i  still see in my mind
the feeling lasted  60seconds yet i was almost exploding with passion
i want more but it is not real
nobody can give in so easily like that
works of the camera though it drives me crazy
i forget that real things are out there
real things are human not on camera
they know  what i want and its free
iam young but there are more like me
its worse when you are male
if you dont do it it will follow you on your dream
then you wake up....
guilt is on the way take care