Narcoleptic sober *******
#Letmewatchyoudoyou
Too honest?
Just getting started
I listen to this music when everything goes to ****
Does it help?
Maybe,

Does it help that you weren't there?
Did it make you feel good when you accused me?
Put me on edge?

There's two different you's and too many for me to choose from.

Struggling against my own apathy
At what point does depression stop
And my own hamstringing begin?

I have nothing to show for today.
Some prayers, maybe
I spit in His face a couple of times

I'm lonely as ****
I'm ******* weird, right now.
And the sky is dark as ****.
The outside is dark as ****.
And I'm scared.
#pityparty
What if this **** was never meant to work out?


I see all the beauty in everyone,
And ****, you're all amazing.
I'll be here...
I could use that from time to time,
because I'll be ****** if I can do it for myself.