“when I tried to **** myself in early February

I was thinking about laying in the snow

when I tried to **** myself in early February 

I wasn’t thinking about being under it
when I tried to **** myself in early February

I was thinking about satisfaction 

when I tried to **** myself in early February

I wasn’t thinking about a head stone
when I tried to **** myself in early February

I thought I was a waste of space

when I tried to **** myself in early February

I wasn’t thinking about my cemetery space 

when I tried to **** myself in early February

I thought of all the tears

when I tried to **** myself in early February

I wasn’t thinking about the years to come

when I tried to **** myself in early February

I was thinking about me

when I tried to **** myself in early February

I wasn’t thinking about you”