Index

Afro, 32, 38, 52
   chic Afrique, 38

American, 5, 12, 25, 39, 49, 51, 74, 81

B17 (vitamin), 14, 15

baby, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 10, 14, 19, 22, 28, 39, 53, 60, 63, 76, 86, 94
   gun-crazy, baby-slaughterin' few, 4

black, 11, 12, 13, 15, 16, 37, 38, 39, 44, 48, 51,
   53, 54, 57, 58, 62, 71, 72, 74, 75, 76, 87, 93

brain, 4, 17, 19, 23, 37, 43, 44, 53, 56, 58, 61, 71, 73, 81, 88, 91

British, 55, 74, 79

***, 14, 32, 38, 48, 50, 61, 62, 65, 68, 70, 75, 78, 83, 87, 91, 94
   no-talent-*** reamer, 62

California, 23, 30, 45

cancer, 8, 14, 15, 35, 48, 51, 82

Catholical, 22, 57, 58, 78

chicks, 6, 22, 28, 39, 43, 44, 45, 66, 76, 81, 82, 85

Christmas, 13, 36, 44, 66, 67, 71, 72, 85

coffee, 19, 23, 38, 92

coma, 51, 86, 90, 91
   comatose, 48, 50
death, 4, 11, 28, 30, 35, 37, 38, 39, 41, 44, 54,
   60, 61, 64, 67, 68, 70, 77, 83, 84, 87, 92

devil (-ish), 21, 22, 55, 68, 74
   devil-lovin' Ben Franklin, 68

fish, 13, 29, 40, 42, 46, 47, 50, 51, 52, 53, 59, 72, 77, 87, 90, 92

******, 55, 76

Florida, 18, 27, 31, 41, 50, 64, 70, 88

friend, 18, 21, 24, 33, 68, 69

Grant, Cary, 19, 60, 61

*****, 5, 43, 51, 57, 93

Jesus,  12, 19, 35, 42, 46, 51, 54, 55, 68, 77, 80, 83, 87, 91

Jew, 71, 75, 80, 90, 94

kiss, 7, 8, 20, 21, 42, 49, 54, 66, 69, 71, 79, 81, 82

******, 14, 22, 34, 36, 38, 41, 45, 48, 51, 52, 53, 54, 56, 59,
   61, 62, 65, 68, 74, 75, 76, 79, 81, 86, 87, 89, 92, 94
      ****** butter, 87
      "****** vs. white man" death match, 61
      nig-o-matic, 74

pope, 14, 22, 38, 40, 50, 94
   anti-pope, 14, 38

sugar, 24, 30 32, 35
   "Brown Sugar" 32

tumor, 36, 51

Why is it
that at 2:51 am
i am not enough?

at 2:51 am
i am alone here
not many people talk to me anymore
i haven't solidified many friendships
so everyone just
dissipates.

at 2:51 am
i can listen to old songs
that remind me of old times
and old stresses and old boys
old desperation to fit

yep

it's 2:51 am,
I am alone and that's exactly
how it should be.