I loan my heart
to anis mojgani's hands
thin and perfect
with a wideness that can hold the moon,
the earth,
a word.

their quiet rising
and falling
their cannot-be-bottled-
up fidgeting

mesmerizing.*

that I too may learn
to express
myself
no shame
no fear
no doubt.

just me.

certainly.

with conviction.

my heart's beat
will thump
thump THUNDER!

I don't care who stares
It won't shut up,
I won't let it.
let their brooms bang on the ceiling
send for the cops!
call my parents!

I don't
care
I'm gonna shout *******

I"M GONNA SHOUT!!!!