thingshavebeenroughlately
imnotbeingtakenseriouslyanditsgettingto­me
ireallylikethisgirlandshethinkstheoppisite
ilikehercauseshesre­al
ineedsomethingreal
somethingtomakemefeelrealfeelings
thispoetr­yiwritesux
andidontknowwhatimdoing
justlikeeverythingelse
imconfu­sed
imconfusedaboutmyselfpersonally
idontknowwhatilikeanymore
ido­ntfindthigsfunanymore
igoaroundtouchingpeopledearly
butidontfeela­thing

peoplethinkimjokingwhenisayidontfeelmanyemotions
buttheyll­seethetruth
oncesomethinghappens
somethingbig
theyllstarewithemot­ion
andilllookwithanapheticnature

imindifferent
andifnotthatdepr­essed
istruggletofindthewordstodescribehowdepressedireallyfeel
su­reyoucandoubtitbutimunhappy
thatstheonlythingicanginuallysayifeel­
depressed