Imagine the world, without any problems?
If greed wasn't real and religion unheard of.
Image the people who get put in charge,
Did for the people, and not for themselves .

I sometimes think of death.
I wonder what would happen.
Would it end the pain and guilt, or be what I imagine?
But then I think again,
And think of what's to lose,
The things I wouldn't get to see the path I can't now choose.

Life at times can test you,
Make you doubt your worth,
Learn from each encounter,
especially those that hurt.

Passion runs deep,
inside of us all,
Some they embrace it,
others they fall.
Mainly through ignorance,
despear , no believe ,
If your not encouraged, then what's  to achieve?
People will blossom not from with in them,  
It comes from support, the people around them.

Last night I woke for no even reason,
jumped from the bed to check was I bleeding,
dizzy distraught confused and afraid , "why am I up and what is this pain" ?
Something I felt, dreamed or imagined,
don't know what for,
the memory it vanished.
one thing I know and this is for sure ,
it Won't be the last,
I'm sure there'll be more.

It's funny the world and how we embrace it,
Remember back when it was cool to be racist?
Then it was gays until they erased it,
Now it's ok , cause they went and changed it,
Opinions will change only when swayed to,
They brainwash the world and then they change it,
Don't be so blind to follow or hate it,
Change of opinion makes you amazing ,  
The world doesn't work how they make it,
The people in power can't even change it.
they banned rap music because of a wake up,
the world would of got when someone related ,
addressed all the issues and problems ahead,
can't you see they're in your head , they want you to war and fight in their stead,
so they can move up, get further ahead.
a president, queen , or thaisoch today isn't the boss they don't have a say,
the only power they have at all, is to follow there orders and to what there told,
the funniest thing Abou it all, they hide it well,
but not at all,
create a few probable ways,
so we  disagree and they'll  be ok,
I wouldn't say I know myself what really happens Or how things went,
one thing I know this is for sure , it's not how it seems there's always more .

I'm feeling so blessed,
I'm feeling amazing ,
God gave me her and she had my baby .
So why do I still go mad,
act crazy ,
I thought I'd be fixed,
a family would save me,
I'm slowly learning and growing each day,
I hope it's before, I scare them away ..

woke up feeling lonely. It made me kinda sad,
when I saw  I was alone I start getting mad,
As the day went on, it started to depress me,
so I done a thing or two
to make myself feel happy,
But as the day got longer I started feeling guilty,
I didn't wanna end my night without you right here with me.
Feelings came and went, changed with every sway,
no matter if we fight or not I love you everyday.