I'm sorry again for being this dumb, Getting too lazy and being so wrong,
Not that I wasn't sorry before,
My problem is always expecting  there's more ,
Never enjoying the moment I'm in, Wondering about, what could of been.
I'm sorry for being stuck in my ways, but glad that I change, a little each day.

I think i can, I'm able,
I'm right and I sure could,
ill spend my life regretting,
mad at the whole world.
My mind is warped with sadness,
fear and lonely words,
But now I have a reason to smile,
The pain no longer hurts.
You've swapped it with this feeling, that makes me kind and warm,
A special kind of love and bond,
now all that hate is gone.

No matter how much I try to be sane,
my mind gets confused and changes each day,
I know how to act ,
and just what to do,
then all of a sudden,
a whole different mood,
changes my thoughts and causes me problems,
an hour ago I thought I controlled this,
angry about what I think is happening,
knowing I'm wrong but can't help snapping,
Your mood will never stay one way,
it try's to test you day to day.

The choices we make,
The things we get wrong,
Hurt us at first ,
But then they make us strong,
Shaping your life, everyday,
Helping you grow,
And guiding your way.

Confused and hurt alone and afraid,
Nothing to do and no one to blame,
Mad at the world convinced they owe you,
it's not your fault your family disowned you,
You sit and wait angry as hell,
Waiting for help that never came,
So what do you do ,
do you get even angrier?
Or do you be strong and think of your future?
Don't let your past get in your way, start off slow,
you'll get there one day.

Hate becomes knowledge.
Knowledge becomes power,
Learn to shape and use your wisdom, Or else it will devour ,
your hunger and your drive,
eating you alive.
So focus on what's best for you,
and leave the hate behind.

Opinions are high, values are low, the racist can't be wrong,
he just doesn't know ,
ignorant for sure but how can you blame him,
it's all that he knows, it's the life god has gave him.
If he strongly believes , the ******* they have thought him,
Is he really wrong or do you not understand him?