My heart is aching the pain is crushing me All these feelings they're overwhelming me I wanna run so far away, never look back upon these days My life is in a tail spin out of my control While others tell me which way to go What jobs to take What friends to make Don't flake out it'll be a mistake All of these voices drowning my head I can't find my voice It's quite, it's dead
This city feels like spinning wheels carving deeper into the earth with each revolution. I'm up to my knees, now. I inhale the dust until my lungs are gravel and my teeth and tongue have no memories except dirt and the ache of chewing your name. I used to like to hear the wind and the rain delivering my morse code messages, spelling everything out. I used to trust the things the storms would say. When did I develop a fear of gray?
this society teaches us that there are easy ways to forget, all you have to do is **** a little, blow a little drink a little, lay there. but you don't you don't you don't don't.
(c) Brooke Otto
there are better ways to go about things, i promise.
When it's raining at night I can't sleep. Because everytime a raindrop hits my window another thought comes to my mind. And with every raindrop your name resounds in my head. I can't sleep at night.