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 Jan 2015 Se18
Nefelibata
Honest
 Jan 2015 Se18
Nefelibata
I will tell you my deepest secret
I will laugh at your silliest joke
I will be shy like you are my first
I will ******* like you are my one
I will give you my favorite book
I will listen to your favorite song
I will write for you
I will describe each part of you
I will remember each detail
I will call you every night
I will text you every hour
But then I will say it out loud
Im ****** and twisted
I twist each story
I victimize myself
Like I didn't **** with you
Like I didn't tell you lies
Like I didn't do any mistakes but being honest
But Im done manipulating
Even though I know I will **** it up again
And i will say but I was honest.
 Jan 2015 Se18
C
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 Jan 2015 Se18
C
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The corners of her mouth tuned ,
Slowly pressed her cheeks and revealed her teeth .
In her eyes was a glint that made my mind blink rapidly ,
It silenced and paused our surroundings .
They’re nothing but haze now
Setting a series of ripples across the calm waters of my chest
A rush that is shredding my soul
yet embracing it with warmth
As I reach the crest of whatever that was
I can see myself in the reflection
Of her eyes ,
scattered in denial that a simple curve of her lips was an allure
That draw me into her.
 Jul 2014 Se18
Nefelibata
Dear Words
 Jul 2014 Se18
Nefelibata
Forgive me for not falling in love once
Forgive me for not keeping a promise
Forgive me for using you for my own defense
Forgive me for selling you to my own pleasure
Forgive me for all the broken hearts
Forgive me for my manipulation
Forgive me for pricing you
Forgive me my words
Forgive me my letters
I fear joy when it to the extreme
I fear wings when they flutter
I fear the lose of control
I fear the fade of desire
You are the slave of my mind
And I'm a slave of yours
 Jul 2014 Se18
Nefelibata
Hey life.
I've been missed up
Hey life
Society ****** me up
Hey life
What are the norms?
Hey people
Where are your standards years ago?
Hey people
You are not holy angels
Shut the **** up
Hey religion
Stop mixing up with the tradition
Hey self
Stand on your own
Hey self
Seek what you desire
Hey self
I'm sorry I killed you so many times
Hey I'm born again
Hey I'm born again
Hey I'm born again
I died to live
I died to see
I'm relic
 Jul 2014 Se18
Nefelibata
We lay on my bed
We kiss
I only hear her breath
I wrote poetry on her skin
We talk
About shows and books
About life and love
I called her the comfortable pillow
I called her the after rain smell
I got lost inside my mind and walked away
And now
I miss our two months of infatuation
 May 2014 Se18
C
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 May 2014 Se18
C
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I would want to spend my every minute with you,
I would rather read the expressions of your face than do to a book.
Count the freckles on your back than do to a star .
Hold your hand than do to a warm cup of coffee on a frozen night.
I would want you to spend your every minute with me,
But none can .
You cant because you're with her
And i cant because
You smile when you say you love her.

So i will read my book closely and imagine your expressions closer,
I will count the stars as if they were your freckles and the night's your back under the dim light
And
I will hold the cup of coffee and pretend its yours .
I will smile when you tell me you love her .
 Feb 2014 Se18
fdg
I can lie all I want,
but you know who I'm not lying to anymore?
Myself.
I know what I want now.
I know what kind of life I want to live.
I know it may not be successful, and it may not have very many people who stay in it for long,
but I think I am finally starting to like who I am
(and know who I am)
and as long as I have myself on my side
what's the worst that can happen?
 Dec 2013 Se18
Birlan
May be I had walked miles in hot desert,
and you were the spring I came across,
I had to die for you,
Otherwise I would die anyway,
But still I am dying, not because you were not what I needed,
You did keep me alive for a while but,
May be I would die anyway,
But you made the difference,
You made me ignore the boundaries,
And the difference is that otherwise I would die of thirst,
but since I wanted more of you,
So now I am dying because I am drowning in you anyway.
 Dec 2013 Se18
sailor
I'm not your favorite song,
I'm not your morning sun,
I'm not your shooting star
and I'm sure
it is not me
the one who owns
your heart.
 Dec 2013 Se18
chris m
I wrote this poem for you because
you smoked your cigarette
sitting on those steps in
just
the
right way
was it the smoke
or your breath
I saw in the brisk air
coming out of your mouth?
I’ll never know
but
I wanted to bottle it up
and watch it
change
colors in the setting sun

I wrote this poem for you because
you had a nose stud
that sparkled in
the
fading
daylight
like your laugh
in the warm record store
like your eyes
when you mistook me
for being in college
like your fork
as you ate another bite
of your apple pie
with cherry topping

I wrote this poem for you because
you talked to me
like I was your friend
and I don’t even
know
your
name
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