Sometimes we think what if?
Sometimes we say why did I not do that?
Sometimes I wonder what if I did not go there ?
Sometimes I dream what if ?
Sometimes I wonder if I had not met you?
Sometimes I feel I would be lost without you.

When I see you near
I feel
When your gone
I fear
Of somehow life will change
Be rearrange
Misaligned or strange
The time tho short is good
Of ease and friendship and love of sort
but something feeling oh so sweet
Can not be wrong or ever to short

I see ocean as far as one can see
flying over the Indian Ocean a blackness that should be
But instead thousands of twinkling lights like flying glow bugs in the night
Reveal that fishermen are out to work
To bring back a bounty creatures from the sea.

As I sit here out of site
I dream of a future full of life
With laughing love and something's new
I dream of the all the things to come
The sun, the nights, and days to few
Just knowing I spent time with you
As I sit here out of site my futures brighter with you in my life.

Storm front approaches is very fast
the threat of disaster will be fact
this feeling of our home gone way
makes me feel and want to go astray but God his love will hold us true
To see us through this storm
and to realize a home is just a place
humanity and friends are much more true
Home is where the helping hands hold true.
Love and hope will you get through.

What can we do to be new?
To change, to renew
Arrange to see, what is new or coming, wondering will not help but being who you are will define, be smart focused be bold be you.
Truthful, caring loving thoughtful, ensuring you will be new, this is all it takes, focus on all of this and
a road to new is here.

Sky red, full of color blues, reds and yellows ignite the pallet
Green flash, night falls
Coolness overcomes the island paradise
As winds pick a path threw tall banyans as it cools, dew forms on the leafs, night jasmine bloom and fill the air
Another day is done

When I sit and look around
I see the life that I have found.
A life of joy, family and that of friends.
That makes me feel that I have found
The life that I have always wanted.

Life is something of a wonderful thing
Of love and friendships and beautiful sites
Of being so close to so many afar
And remembering that life is and what will bring a smile, a wish for a bright tomorrow

Love really lasts forever, I have been told that things change people change and that it is not always true.
For me if I have ever loved you, I will for eternity.

Long days Short nights early mornings
My life filled with many years of looking to the future
hard times good times the sad time of leaving a family
friends so close, some just acquaintances
All have touched my life, in some way of learning teaching or ethics of how everyday life works
Or how it should be, spending so much time
creates a spot
Of love in my mind

Love is felt and shared,  does not have to be of romance, but of a feeling of knowing that you enjoy the company of this person and this is returned.
What feeling you have when you say goodbye knowing that it may be many years or months before you may see them again.
But when you do, you feel the same feeling of care or fortune to have such love.
A true gift to be savored.

My love grows
Attentive to your needs
Affectionate to your affection
Passionate for your passion
Released to you apon your request and response to touch, to feel, to love
Remembering that a feeling is something not a gesture of friendship but of love
love is not a feeling of remorse or regret but of a future filled with many great revelations of time and space, spent with ones that feel the love, we feel.
How lucky are we to feel love?

Oh my,how wonderful to spend a day with loved ones
And how we wish our day was just a bit longer,
And oh how lucky we were and are!

The green, the sea, the mountains, lakes and streams
Gods gift to the world
If you feel unwanted anywhere you might find yourself and move north,
Which ever direction leads you to the destination that feels warm ***** as Maine
Surely your mind and body will feel at home in Maine

Looking back
What could have been
What I could have changed
Still many options that might have suited me
Would I be a better man
Would I have been me?

Mother your voice brings me comfort
Your strength supports me
Your wisdom shallows me
My whole life
Taught from you
On how to be
How to act
How to see
How to be me

Oh the Mountain Air it whisks by leaving a sense of home,Snow falls slowly, lightly, quietly dusting the pines with a touch of love.
How do I feel so at home so complacent so alive, so free?
Oh the Mountain-air!

Sometimes I think a very lot
of things out of my control and some other thoughts
some future dreams may someday come true
lost to wondering what I should do
so wait no more or think much less
move ahead and do my best
for future is here today and now
and make my future work this way .

If I may and if I might find a love I want to hold tight
Think about them most everyday
Show them in feelings in what I say
Let them know they mean much more.

And love and friendship mean so much more
if things do not always work out, look forward and know that things will change
Knowing that friendship, it is what really matters that seeing you will only make matters feel, and know that I'll be needing to hold you tight
Just know that I am missing you.
Should be enough to know my love is true and only for you !

Sometimes what I see clouds my mind as something I thought should be
My heart wants something one way
but the reality is far different from what will be
My eyes sometimes react to what my mind sees
Oh how life would change if what our minds see could be.

Thoughts of friends are sometimes measured,
In kindness, blessings and time spent together
sometimes hard
not always planned out or quite as expected.
so take your friend, Hold on very tightly
Say sorry for quarrels or feeling uptight
Show friendship through love and gestures of kindness for blessings are measured in thoughts and reminders of moments of blindness as natural kindness

Stirring reflections of light dazed in colors of blue and white
Dotted along the seascape
Drawling me closer pulling my mind as always to the sea
The thought of not being near will never be.

Oh friendship,
What a joy this word
To count the many things
To feel ones thoughts,to know that this is real

The smiles the laughs the sadness felt
To understand a thought
A warm hello,a sad good bye
Of all that we are taught

A warm thought of when we'll be together again to make another dream
Friendship can be so many things
But one thing for sure
You never take for granted the things your friends do feel.

When I think about friendship,  all the things it is
It brings my mind great places and of everything we did.
Love has no conditions, no not..  any kind of all.
Put yourself in your friends shoes think about it All.
Because friendship comes with no conditions as love,  just before it’s gone.
If you Think you have given enough… that is truly wrong.
I look over and think about all the things we say
It comes back to me as feeling, that you have gone astray
I will pray for our friendship as that I always wanted.
Because friendship and Love…. they have no conditions… no not anything at all.
All we can do about friendship is do our very best
Support and guidance is all that we can do.
Our friendship is not based on I did this or IOU’s
If that is….we have none at all.
So I pray for a new  beginning and think of all that can be done, with a friend that loves you with all their heart…..with no conditions at all

No way can I say
What you mean to me
Our time so short feels out of the norm
Not right not wrong just right
Smiles holding hands touching loving moments
This is how it should be
How sometimes god says it should be
How could feeling love and warmth be wrong
I feel no guilt no retreat just love.

Sometime I may, sometimes I may not
Dream about what I'll do,or not.
Displaying things off character or off center, might be, might not
Are we right or not
Does it matter with feelings a lot
Without feelings I think not
Feeling is what matters a lot

Sitting here alone
Thinking of what is wrong
In need of mending, repair
Adjustment? Or just tending.
Where to start to move forward to ease life's troubles
start the notion of making better choices and intentions.

I see ocean as far as one can see
flying over the Indian Ocean a blackness that should be
But instead thousands of twinkling lights like flying glow bugs in the night
Reveal that fishermen are out to work
To bring back a bounty from the sea
from the Indian Ocean a blackness that should be.

Crashing flowing waves of ocean
churning water
  natures power
constant unpredictable
destructible
always beautiful

Fall seems to wander in as a wonderful warm and blustery love
It  fills you with great feelings of nature and outdoors and lets you feel one with nature
Open your arms embrace your friends and do not feel like you can't express as you are also lonely in some sort of way and in need of that special one.
Thank you for you!

Pendulum swing left to right
Continuous feeling of what's right
To sway left or stay to the right
Feeling of time, sometimes feel so right
Wondering of how the future turns out
That all your life's dreams can work out right
To live and be happy to be alive
Knowing that pendulum continues to swing and that family is not just who your were born in
But friends and loved ones that stand by you
Supporting the foundation that keeps you strong
And help you swing to the best side to be on
So whether it is left or if its right
Listen to your loved ones and friends they will swing you right.

Waking up to what I see is years of beauty far as The eye can see
A jungle hiding in plain site
monkeys,noises and things at night
morning sounds are hard to miss
as people rise before the dawn
laughing talking and being bold
this morning happens all the time
at half past 4 am on every morn
But you see this is a normal time for
Playa Samara a small beachside  town.

The rain falls to the leaves of the palms and bird of paradise
rain Carries the fresh water to the areas of the coral, soaking and moving nutrients to the roots of the great banyan tree
Every drop helps, every storm makes our island more tropical.
rain offers so much to life.
Thank you GOD for your rain and all your creations.
Amen

Reaching far, waiting
Reaching full of expectation, revelation
Reaching further, stretching feeling
Reaching for love, reaching for what is lost or missing
Reaching more, reaching for love and friendship
Reaching for you

reality another day
another year
another moment slips by
we wonder
we wait
what comes next
what will happen within my life
Will what I’ve done be enough to make people proud
Have I Left my mark on HISTORY
Will I be remembered.

At the end of the day
Look back reflect on what matters
And remember who loves you!

Sitting beside you
Feeling the warm breeze as it brushes by my lips the taste of salt, of sun,of sand
What a special time beside you alone
Reflecting

Stirring reflections of light dazed in colors of blue and white
Dotted along the seascape
Drawling me closer pulling my mind as always to the sea
The thought of not being near will never be.

Have I done what I fear
A moment that never happened nor appeared
To show another something, that will have lead to regret
A future of love and friendship to never have spent
Time I lost in a past of neglect jealousy fear of love never spent.