I get lost in your eyes.
Between space and time.
Moments standing still.
Making my heart fill.
Joy and happiness merge in twists and twirls.
Your eyes the window into your world.
Then I blink,
And get lost all over again.

I hate my pain. I love my mistakes.
Nothing to gain, yet everything is at stake.
I open my eyes, life is dark.
I am a lover in disguise, it's a start.
I yearn affection, yet bleed compassion.
I want your attention, while time is passing.
I grow old as I wait, for you to love me.
I despise this blind state, I just want to see.
Lifes final seconds are fleeting, I fade alone self defeating.
I tried to love you, I lost myself.
I wish I knew what to do, into the abyss I delve.
Wondering weary eyed and hopeless, I am alone.

Pardon my happiness. Your voice carries tones of beauty. Hearing every word is a willing duty. Grace of Angel's fail to compare. To tempt temptation do I dare? I hope you realize your worth. For you are everything but a curse. You have the power to change feelings and emotions. You deserve the best of notions. May the world serve you in peace. As I lay asunder, torn to pieces.

What makes you think you deserve my best? You didnt love me at my worst. I'm getting this off my chest, it feels like a curse. I'm running and drowning in my own head. Tripping over what I never said. The downward spiral was evil and twisted. I just want to look in your eyes and feel like I existed. All of the evils I've fought and bested. Your affection is all I wanted to feel connected. My hope's haunt my dreams. And your devilish games make my heart scream.

I feel used by consumers. An infectious tumor. Festering and growing. So alone and not slowing. People treat me as they please. Companionship such a tease. I yearn to be held in a higher regard. Do not be scared to say hi, that's a start.

I want to be your knight. Your resolve when you stand and fight. I want to be your courage when you fight your fears. Your laugh through the tears. Your smile when you are happy. Your center when you are off balance. I just want to love you.