I want to be your knight. Your resolve when you stand and fight. I want to be your courage when you fight your fears. Your laugh through the tears. Your smile when you are happy. Your center when you are off balance. I just want to love you.

What is perfect? Is it the way the light reflects off your hair? Is it when I need you, you're there? I love you and I know it's in my eyes. From your appeasing aesthetics, to your thighs. Everything about you, I can't get enough. I long for your touch. Oh the sudden rush. You make my words so frantic. Every intention and meaning romantic. I want to be intimate with you in all aspects. My desires, my fears, what inspires, only you my dear.

Your eyes glisten with shimmering beauty. Taking me beyond realms of possible definition. My mind twisting and turning thoughts of you with intention. Contemplating a successful future hand in hand. For you I'd hustle, bustle and do the best I can. For you are worth more than a fortune.  In my eyes, you are my only, my everything.  My forever.

I sway to and fro. Unbound from these earthly shackles. I'm learning to grow. Mine own predicaments I tackle. The need to love you slowly ebbs from my being. For the future is worth my seeing. A smile slowly cracks my lips, I've grown and I relish it. I no longer have the tendency to be reliant on your recency. I take long strides and leaps and bounds to where no one knows. I no longer drag my toes. Ever willing to live free and lovingly. Only true happiness stops me suddenly. And a smile cracks my lips. The one I needed, now this is it.

Behind brown eyes, I realize the difference between me and you. Views askew I see in darker shades than you. I see the malice and the hate, when love can't compensate. The anger and the rudeness to strangers. I hate less and less and must confess, we should love more and drop this hateful mess. Shake hands and look up. As tears drop my jaw juts. Behind brown eyes I am alone in my head. I am alone in the cognitive recognition I have zero friends. Its behind brown eyes that wears a fake smile, all the while, the heart is degrading inside. Laughing and jesting. Smiling and suggesting to be happy. Being sappy with no shoulder to cry on. Constantly running in place. Not caring about saving face. Behind brown eyes hides a heart, that bleeds for everyone. Behind brown eyes, a man slowly dies. Behind brown eyes.