Sitting here in my own head. Wishing I was in your arms instead. The depth and love in your eyes. You now share with other guys. Hearing you say "I love you." Used to shake me to my core. Now I am just depressions *****. She's feisty and unforgiving. But I'm fighting for a life worth living.

Even being friends comes to an end. You helped me heal wounds and reopened them and deepened. Can't believe you're so shallow, you went off the deep end. I invited you into my life and took pride in that, you played me and my ex, you even pried in that. You ran to me because of your crazy *****. Judging my life now, even though yours needs fixed? Don't you dare judge my situation. You're looking hungry, whens the last time since you ate son? You wanna go rounds? Because I'm nothing you know about. I'm glad you finally showed your intentions, because our paths are going different directions. Life is going to ******* up more than my fists can. So whens its time, take those lumps hand in hand man.

I'm shaking because I'm nervous. I'm thinking do I deserve this? I'm up late because I have a date tomorrow. She'll be in my car though. I'll be driving safe as the car goes. She's so splendid. Beyond my intentions not intended. So filled with poise and excitement. It's so late I wonder where the time went. I even shaved and plan to behave. I haven't felt this rush in so long. This is to right to be wrong. I hope I'm on the right floor because I feel elevated. No argument here, she's to perfect to be debated. I feel my blood rushing and pulsing. She isnt getting half of my heart, she's getting the full thing. She's so beautiful and sassy. More elegant than classy. She is perfect, like no other.