scarmaya nicole

scarmaya nicole Jan 2024

there is this feeling after reading the stories you once did when you were still a young innocent child. it is somewhat sickening, rooted from lost hope. a similar feeling when i realized my childhood was over.

nostalgia could be poison when rooted in regret for unwanted growth. life was better before i was able to cook by myself.

scarmaya nicole Jan 2024

it is what it is

when you have reached the depth of your internal suffering
that intense heaviness in your heart
and the most comforting part of your sorrow

to realize that you are done

the pleasuring guilt when you just had enough.

scarmaya nicole Jun 2023

love

u know it's love, when the same person who once shook your world when they came, now became the reason of its silence and comfort.

i guess, this is love.

scarmaya nicole May 2023

comfortable silence

i've never felt even more understood
when we shared that comfortable silence between us
it's the language of our love
that nakedly speaks for our souls

no one could ever read me the way u do.

scarmaya nicole Apr 2023

an outcast

can u call it home when u rarely feel included?

i wish u would let me in.

#outcast