I guess,
instead of anger
I feel sadness.
I guess,
that is apart
of growing up.
Memories slip between cotton sheets, plaid underwear.
Voices seep between thin walls, thin thighs.
School bus rides.
The ones on the way to a field trip.
Belly's flip, sun kissed.
Sitting in the back of the bus just to feel it, to feel the...
I don't know who I am anymore.
Memories passed like green grass
green screen, green memory
greened out.
Fade to black,
or so she thought.
So she said.
Maybe it's all in my head,
maybe it's a nursery rhyme,
a rhyme or a reason,
maybe I'm late, maybe it's the wrong season.