What a shame
That you get your fill from *** and drugs
While I get mine from false hopes
And how sad
That we are no longer intertwined like ribbons that are twisted neatly together during the holidays
No longer keeping secrets for each other
Oh old friend
No, now we are a box with a lost key
Lost deep in a sea of selfishness and inner pain
We are no longer lock and key, dear.
We are now mountain and valley
Dry earth and salty ocean
We slowly grow apart
Distant.. Distant..
We are so *distant

What a shame
That you get your fill from *** and drugs
While I get mine from false hopes
And how sad
That we are no longer intertwined like ribbons that are twisted neatly together during the holidays
No longer keeping secrets for each other
Oh old friend
No, now we are a box with a lost key
Lost deep in a sea of selfishness and inner pain
We are no longer lock and key, dear.
We are now mountain and valley
Dry earth and salty ocean
We slowly grow apart
Distant.. Distant..
We are so *distant

Laying together like matching puzzle pieces being lie down on a coffee table
Letting the moment absorb in my mind
Just to hold onto it later
When you aren't here
And our skin isn't touching
But darling I know we'll meet again someday soon
And that is why these goodbyes get easier
And our love will continue to grow
Die
Grow
Die
And grow more
We are redwood tree's
Only knocked down by a natural disaster or other human beings
Not ourselves
If there is an infinity, you are mine.

She steps outside
Outside the jail cell she calls home
She breathes in the cold air
Turning her insides colder
Flakes of white are inhaled
While she exhales fire
And her fire spells out words of hate
Such harsh words..
In this world, winter is year round
As she drowns in the fluffy white sorrow that freezes her brain
Sends her flying through a sky of lucid dreams
But these dreams are real;
But to her they are all nightmares
And she runs to the snow again
*Like a child who needs her mother's side.

We're so similar
The way our puzzle piece fingers connected
Our depression screaming
Our hearts hunger for love
But you wanted different
I, am not lucky with your kind
Always getting ****** over
My head is constantly filled with lies.

I put all the things that resembled us away
In a box
The box that you sent me for valentines day
I smelled your sweater continuously
And looked at our pictures
Put the ring on one more time,
and kissed the teddy bear
I read all your letters
Fake promises scrawled onto alabaster paper
I put it all in my closet
And I kissed the memories goodnight.
Now I'm on my own
Like a baby bird flying for the first time
Now its time to find
Who I am
Who I want to be
Now, it's time to say goodbye.

Look at me
Digging myself ditches
Dragging people I love down with me
Deep down in this dark ditch
Searching for even a spark of happiness
A spark of hope
Cutting them with my sharp truths
Sometimes the truth hurts
*But sometimes you have to accept the thorns of truth stabbing your sides