ashes to ashes
when i see ur ashes baby girl
i wanna cry
scare to scare
when i see my scare on me baby girl
i wanna cry
i think of u a lot

i have my days when i dont want to be here
i think about all the things that i would all do w u
if u were here baby girl

when i see dippers i cry,
when i see baby bottle's i cry
when i see car seats i cry
when i see baby toys i cry
when i see baby girl clothes  i cry
when i see baby things
r baby girl clothes i cry

i wish u were here baby
mommy love's u
mommy wishes u were here

i hate that i never was able to hear ur
first word
first walk
first food
first crawl
first clothes
first shoes
first everything

mommy love's u baby

stay safe in heaven
have fun w grandpa till i see u
ill be up soon when its time for mommy



(~ <3 to my lovely  daughter faith hope moore-tuttle  <3 ~)

what we had is in the past  
and will be in the past
u and i of what we had
it means a lot me
u r my world

the time and times that we
had will always be in my heart
and in my mind
everything that we had
and did will be w me
forever

what we had is in the past  
and will be in the past
u and i of what we had
it means a lot me
u r my world

ur the best in my life
u and me r the best when it comes to us
when we r a part u treat me different
and i dont  understand

how u can treat me any different
when it comes to me and u

what we had is in the past  
and will be in the past
u and i of what we had
it means a lot me
u r my world

u r my heart and always will be my
heart
no matter what we do r who we r with
u r my world
my heart
my everything

my heart breaks knowing that im not w my one true love
i wish upon a star and pray to god that i am w him
that he would be w me and in love w me
he is my body, heart, soul, and mind and i want to be
w him

he says he loves me but i feel that he also is in love w me to
but wont say nothing my heart is breaking cause im not
w him

i melt when it comes to him everything goes away i dont wanna smoke any more nothing all my problems go away and its just me and him
he loves me he wants me but the main thing is i am married

that hurts my heart but at lest i know that he respects that fact of a
married woman

i cant sleep at nights cause i want him and i'm not w him and
he's not w me, he is my everything and i want him i want to do a
love spell but i dont know which kind of love spell

everything that i know now is cause of what he has done and
helped me w
cars,trucks, wanting to learn about them and everything,
i wanna be bad when it comes to him im so tired of being the good girl and when it comes to him i just wanna be bad

raceing,steal things,go and do what i never thought that i would do
when it comes to him thats all i see and i see our future in his eyes
and everything

i want him, all of him everyday and second, min.,every hour,everyday,every week,every month and every year.
i would not want him if im not in love w him and i am.
he knows that i love him so much and he knows that
i want him he is a fried to fall in love again not cause he
was hurt cause he dont wanna hurt me or anyone again

he said that he can leave any time up and leave
and know one will know and disappear and no one
can find him and i want to go and be w him
he dont want me to well if he ups and leaves w out me i dont wanna be here any more

no more of being hurt no more w out being w out him no more being in pain
waiting for him thats my love my life my everything and he knows it

well if it is true about 2012 why be here anyways right? well thats all
i just want him i cant breath around him and cant think
i can do any thing cause that's what being in love is about and since
day one freshman yr i cant stop thinking about him

we r best friends and its gonna remain the same till we die and
i want to grow old w him and have a family w and be w him he is all
i can think of as tomorrow goes he is always on my mind and he will
always be mine and no one else we remain together for ever

<3 ~I LOVE YOU DANIEL ROBERT EARL TILL DEATH ~ <3