i cant trust me best-friend
i have a backstabber for a friend
this isnt the beginning
but, soon be the end.

im writing this note in advance for
my mistakes, this is my ****** life
i dont know how much more i
can take.

the end is coming soon
i can feel it in my blood
while im lying in my room
thinking of the past this is my ****** life
in which wont last

the end will come tonight
i'll be leaving this earth
i'll soon be leaving ur site
this is my ****** life
it'll all be over soon

life will soon be a dream
whether i like it or not
i hold in my hand a gun
in which only has one shot.

the thought makes me cry
i cant stand anymore
for tonight w shall die
and tomorrow will be no more.

so im saying goodbye
please dont cry for me
all that i ask
is for u to write my eulogy.

its getting harder to breath
all i can see is darkness
please forgive me!