sometimes I wonder what it's like to go back; where children my age never hesitates to play with me, when things get rough there's always a person to hug you, where I could get that peace of mind I've been wanting for so long.

I never had a childhood, even my cousins wouldn't want to play with me.
I never had someone to hug me when things got out of control but atleast I had my imaginary friend.
I had peace of mind even just for a short time and I am hoping I could have that right now.

I wonder what it feels like to be wanted.

-Kate

sunshine,
sorry to hug the
melancholic smile
of a moon right now.
I don't know if
I could come back to you,
how I wish I could.

-A.X

my passion overflows
with words
that could never
calm my anger.

-A.X

just say the 'magic word'
and my mind
will never be in silenced.

-A.X

you wouldn't want
to be caught
with this hands,
cause death
is the meaning
of being reeled in.

-A.X

I'm sorry I went mad.
perhaps, this illness
is a fatal flaw.

-A.X

it is like a sign,
a sign of misfortune
but in my case;
it is a person.
one or two
or just a couple of
people.
most of the time,
it is their parents
that forbids them to see me
and to those parents who
have enjoyed my company,
most of the time
their child becomes
one with the countless
faces of betrayal.
it is a win-win.
to risk or to not.
not to add up
the people I refuse to see.
perhaps
'no man is an island'
is a myth.

-A.X