For years, I imagined what you must look like
Images would flash on the back of my eyelids
     in the time it took me to blink
And as time wore on, they adopted the detail
     of a perfect figure
Line and curve, in and out
Contrasting colors in all the right places
And I became distracted by these images

Still time wore on
And I added flaws to focus
I pictured looseness and softened edges
So that I could continue to function
So that my heart would stop skipping a beat
So my breath would not be drawn so ragged
     every time I thought of you without trying

And last night, I finally saw you
In all your glory
Not in my mind, but in a room with violet lighting
And you and I shared the same air
And everything was perfect
The flaws I had superimposed
Turned out to be as imaginary
     as I thought the moment when I would find out had to be
And I felt your skin
Smooth and distracting
Nothing out of place
Line and curve exactly as they should be

And now, whenever I blink
That image of you appears in my mind
For an instant, and my heart skips a beat
Not because I imagine, but because I know
And the electricity flows from your hands into my bones
And I shudder at the memory of something so sweet
The moment we shared, so in tune
Everything followed the fantasy in my mind
And I can never imagine you with flaws
And for the rest of my days I will know how perfect your are
     in only your skin

Lying in the blues darkness,

Midnight hugging us,

Your soft touches,

Loving me tenderly,

Loving me sweet,

Loving me true.



I can hear your heart drumming,

My spine recording its vibrations

Of this melodic beating-

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.



Our breaths harmonise,

Enchants us into a dream,

Like lavender rhymes to concious minds-

I am not alone.

I am not alone.

I am not alone.



A midnight orchestra,

Playing a bed of graceful tunes,

Rose coloured harps play us a story

Of silent passion.

Of peaceful lust.

Quiet love be'twixt the sheets.



They sing,

They play,

They beat,

We harmonise together-

I love you.

You are not alone

lying in the blues darkness.