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There are no right words
to express my feelings
So I write-
to begin my healing

For when I lilt,
"You make me laugh"-
Twould better be, "Life
with you? The better half"

And when I blurt,
"You're beautiful"-
I really mean, "Your every
glance enchants my soul"

Then to insist, "I love you"-
is simply to say,
"I could want no more
but for you to stay"

Lo, within the declaration,
"I don't care"-
I should have put,
"Please, please, please... let's repair"

And oh my wailing,
"Will you leave me alone?"-
Could have been, "please
chip away this heart of stone"

That time I hissed,
"I hate this"
was truly, "it's been
too long since we last kissed"

Maybe a curse;
Maybe a sign
I shouldn't speak-
bottom line.

To express the feelings
of this heart of mine;
I choose the wrong words
all the time.
Wrote stream of conscious early in the morn, feel free to comment/critique and look at my other stuff!
 Sep 2013 Sarah Savannah
alyson
"Will you **** me?",
I asked as he ran his hands
Down my legs.
He leaned over,
Kissed me,
And left.
I suppose his answer,
Was yes.
 Sep 2013 Sarah Savannah
alyson
From my toes to my head:
I paint,
I stubb,
I shave,
I scrape,
I procreate,
I digest,
I flow,
I breathe,
I break,
I beat,
I crane,
I kiss,
I sniff,
I see,
I think.
 Sep 2013 Sarah Savannah
alyson
I remember the day
when you whispered
"I promise"
as tears stung my cheeks,
and bled onto your hands.
I believed you.
But I didn't
believe myself.
 Sep 2013 Sarah Savannah
alyson
My worst nightmare
is at a carnival.
In the room filled with mirrors,
that cannot lie to me,
that display the horrors
that are myself
over and over
and over again.
Relentless,
persuasive,
accurate.
 Sep 2013 Sarah Savannah
alyson
I will name
my first born child
Roman.
For the Romans
were the *******,
the murderers,
the economic giants,
the success story,
the strong,
the bold,
the brave.
But they were also the
deliverers of grace,
the remorseful,
the shamed,
the quiet,
and the noble.
And I can only pray
that my child
will be all of these.
 Sep 2013 Sarah Savannah
alyson
I am an angel
of evil.
Who delivers
disappointment,
and lies.
Along with broken hearts,
with a side of pain.
I can't help it,
and I am very sorry
for the unavoidable pain
that will ensue
when you become attached.
 Sep 2013 Sarah Savannah
alyson
how.
 Sep 2013 Sarah Savannah
alyson
I can't decide
if I want to
die at an early age,
with the wind in my hair,
and pride on my chest,
as I breathe my last,
or die while rocking
on my favorite chair,
where I sang songs
with my grandchildren,
and fell in love every day.
 Sep 2013 Sarah Savannah
alyson
sin.
 Sep 2013 Sarah Savannah
alyson
I
am
the
eighth
deadly
sin.
 Sep 2013 Sarah Savannah
alyson
My grandmother always said,
"Stand up straight, if you stay hunched over,
you will stay that way."
And I think she was right,
because my thoughts stooped low for so long,
and now I think I'm stuck.
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