Skipping through Wonderland with Alice.
Mad Hatter passing me the Caterpillar's chalice.
We tear each other down. Often turned on by malice.
Instead let's build each other up like a palace.

Scribblin, writin, back of the class.
Going through life way too fast.
Never finish in first, I always end up last.
Need to stop reminiscing on the past.

No one believes.
The things I have achieved.
Time to work, roll up my sleeves.
Life is just death's reprieve.

Never doubt one's soul.
Life's a highway, **** the tolls.
You always reap what you sow.
This time I've hit a new low. Just need to take it slow.

I melt into the crowded halls.
Hands and knees like I'm learning to crawl.

Life's so unreal.
Reality is wrong, dreams are for real.
No one will ever know how I feel.

You always told me to stay strong.
How can I when everything I do is wrong?
Everyday just seems to drag on.
We had an unbreakable bond.

Together we'd watch the sunset.
Living life with no regrets.

I try to work hard.
Heart broken like glass shards.

As I lay broken, I build these walls.
Brick by brick.
All I here is the clock, tick tock tick.

Life is just a game.
**** the money and the fame.
Nothing will ever be the same.
Life as we know it is over. Glad you came.

Down this lonely road I drive, switching lanes.
Too numb to feel the pain.
Everyday it seems to rain.
No longer am I sane.

I see it in your eyes,
You're tired of the lies,
So many lows, not enough highs,
You even ask, why all the goodbyes,
It might come as a surprise,
But you just need some good cries.

  I need you in my arms,
Too many people, wanna do you harm,
But Sweetheart, don't be alarmed,
I can be your good luck charm.

  With you, I don't need reality,
I just need us, you and me,
You have power over your life. Queen bee,
Together we can sail the seven seas.

I look to the sky, screaming this isn't fair.
These tears soak my face. People stop and stare, rarely do the care.
Tara, my angel is still with me here, gliding through the air.
   Walking through crowded halls.
Tears in my eyes.
All that speak to me is the walls.
Lies after lies.
Telling me to move one, say goodbye. Why?
   This isn't goodbye, but so long.
   Reality is wrong, dreams are for real.
I love the way you always made me feel.
Knees weak. You were the love I was sent to seek.
You brought me to a new peak.
   Of it all.
What now? Now I'm stuck in limbo, suspended in free fall.
On my hand and knees, like a baby learning to crawl.
Like a hungry baby, I start to bawl.
   You were the star that guided my path.
Now I wait for the day I can feel God's wrath.
   See you again my friend.
This is only a beginning, not an end.
   The beginning of something beautiful.
A perpetual. Love, to last eternal.
   This still isn't fair.
Much love, to my Wifey, my angel upstairs.
You are the meaning of perfection. I swear.
You were the only one to truly understand. To truly care.

My only love is sleep.
The meaning of every word, like a knife wound, deep.
  The smell of you lingers in the air.
How the hell is any of this fair?
  Tell them to look me in the eyes, and tell me they care.
You were a diamond in the rough, rare.
  At night, I find myself weeping.
Afternoon, I'm mostly sleeping.
I've sowed it all, now I'm stuck reaping.
  An eye for an eye, leaves the whole world blind.
But I want to be blind, or asleep. To witness the images of you burned into my mind.
  Life is just a bunch of plays. Comedies.
To many of them, now turned. Tragedies.