Sameer Chhetri

Sameer Chhetri Jan 2014

no sleep

the happy feelings stitched to going to sleep
has slowly been ripping off
ever so subtly, small stitches thread by thread
not taking the sleeping pills because
its going to make me feel guilty the very next day
all of the feelings that didnt exist
fading one by one
try and hold on to the bits and pieces though you know its not going to last
giving your self false hopes to stand on
hiding the fact that
the mind wants to go on
but , the body wants to quit

Sameer Chhetri Dec 2013

irretrievably

ive fallen for you
irretrievable , unconditionally and hopelessly
i can close my eyes and remember the way the patterns are arranged
in your eyes , forming that crisp hazel
breathtaking and hauntingly beautiful eyes of yours
i can even see your smell
it creates this image of purple lavender flowers and sandalwood

yes i have
   ive fallen for you
       irretrievable ,
unconditionally
                and
hopelessly.

Sameer Chhetri Dec 2013

smoking

a friend of mine asked me if i smoked
a past that i had long forgotten
it reminded me of the hollow friendship
the reasons id find just to burn up
just to forget the bitter reality for a min or five

but the friends were forgotten and so was the habit
yeah it does make me nostalgic
but no i wouldnt go back
it didnt bring me any happieness
nop wont go back

Sameer Chhetri Dec 2013

i am not a strong man

no im not a strong man
its because i dont stand by my rules
i tell people to open up
i tell them to live
but when it comes to myself ? nop
when people are low i tell them to cheer up
but when it comes to me? nop

maybe its because i dont want to change my self completely
may be im just to ignorant
i dont know what it exactly is
but maybe
just maybe

Sameer Chhetri Nov 2013

suicide

suicide comes a lot to mind
when every thing you hope for
nothings good not even your time
you hate the bed and love the floor
its like you want to live no more

this is not a suicide note just a poem :\ because im a coward

Sameer Chhetri Nov 2013

dont know

don't know whats wrong with this world
animals are better then people
people are too busy to even help each other
there's swag and yolo
people want gaps between their legs
the **** life is choosing people
lady gaga is "fashion"
acting like a stripper is called twirking
twirking is called dancing
not liking rap is sth to be ashamed of
******* is considered art
literature is dead
music is dead
love is materialistic
what
is
there
to
live
for
?

Sameer Chhetri Nov 2013

sometimes i

sometimes i just dont wanna get out of my bed
don't wanna brush my teeth and take a shower
dont wanna go to school and put up with some peoples *******
dont wanna take that bike and ride on
dont wanna do the homeworks that make no sense
dont wanna be ready or plan for the future ahead
but then theres this part of me
that lives in that yellow house
that makes me ,
that makes me want to get out of my bed early and say good morning
brush my teeth ,take a shower and put up with that crap
take my bike and ride slowly planning for the future
and write poems that will make no sense even the next day
sometimes............