A complicated past is for the future to be simple.

When people ask me about the past
I think about what last
Your silent smiles
Your deep brown eyes
Your lame jokes that cracked me up
Real taste for food that never stopped
Your kind acts that made a statement
That your love for us was one of the greatest
I wished they asked me about you
I can't wait to see you in paradise
We'll be running, dancing I cant forget the laughing
You're the past that comes back in the future
you're one of the reasons why my hope
I continue to remember
You're one of the reasons my faith
I will continue to nurture

The sun is up, my mood is down
I'm in my room in the dark, no one around
I'm feeling drowned

Its nothing new i know it's wrong
Think it through, it's so wrong
The feeling is strong

But God is stronger
I'm moving on, can't wait no longer
Looking for peace i feel the hunger

Time keeps going I can't control it
I'm feeling so weak and I want to own it
But I cannot breath, Father please hold me

I am in need
I need more than a homie