you push me
to the heights
lift me
from the depths

woke up
in a sea of calm
yesterday's gloom is gone

warm sunlight
pulls me out
from hiding

for a moment
i can forget
my aching heart

i'm watching you
from over here
perched on the highest peak

leaning
straining
for a glimpse of you

i'm tired
of moving these mountains around
trying to be near you

but i still feel you
love you
even from afar

all of a sudden
i'm walking into a clearing
where my path appears to end

sometimes
i seem to
know where i am going

then
without warning
i don't

with so little
time left

and so many
stones left to turn

this journey
seems
to extend

beyond
my understanding

along
an infinite road

beneath
countless moons

loves
hates
deaths
fates

i don't know
what i want

but
i know
how i want to feel

devastation
doesn’t quite say how deep
this shattering
of my life
is

the anger
turned heavy

this morning
waves
of sadness

are drowning me

my heart is
a full moon

can you feel me
shining
on you?