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 Jul 2015 SamanthaW
mrmonst3r
My love became a full stop
In the twisting of my days
An isolating anchor
That dragged me to the deep
This pain became a reason
I put my heart to sleep
Burn the spoken words
We shared
No one heard them anyway
Company is agony
That's why I walk away.
 Jul 2015 SamanthaW
mrmonst3r
This appointment for you to ****
dissect the scattered patterns
                  sinking in my skull
Do I struggle
against intrusion?
alien footsteps
in fear, desperation, in woe
My burning tears seen as weakness
madness —
an irresponsible lie
I'm stronger, I'm gentler than
you can understand.
Golden moon and Stars aglow
A monster
mitigating my own pain

disappointing all that I know.
 Jul 2015 SamanthaW
mrmonst3r
Nothing's left
That's worth my breath
I fought and fought
To stave off death
I wrestled demons
You couldn't see
becoming something
I shouldn't be
I cut through sinew
I splintered bone
Despite the company
I suffered alone
You said you cared
I thought you knew
I'd never survive
Without you
As skin was tested
blood bloomed
My will was bested
denying doom
I saw it hung
behind each scene
Your heart unshackled
Your conscience clean
Love fits so neatly
back on the shelf
My final desire
To erase myself.
Just struggling with mental illness and heartache, this isn't a goodbye.
 Jul 2015 SamanthaW
mrmonst3r
Those foolish words
you..                            hesitate
To say,
Just might make
someone's day.
Cheesy. I'm not even sorry.
 Jul 2015 SamanthaW
mrmonst3r
Is it worse
to hope or
know that
hope is hopeless?
 Jul 2015 SamanthaW
Joel Frye
no of course
you would not notice me
the guy who walks your dog
those nights you go out
for dinner and combat

why yes i'd love to
fill in as your partner
for mixed doubles
flashing a smile at you
as you score and walk off the court

the one who gets you giggling
through your tears
those nights when
the handsome *******
earn their names

me, who'll you'll trust
with your car
with your plants
with your house
with your life
but not your heart

you tell me i'm first
in your syntax of friends
yet I'm so starved for you
that leftovers
will feed me for days
A response to Vidya Ravilochan's  "ode to handsome *******".  A flashback to my days of "love you like a brother".
 Jul 2015 SamanthaW
Aniron
There is witchcraft in the skies,
as the clouds swallow
the empty spaces in between,
consuming it like a lover.


There is witchcraft in your eyes;
as they burn through mine
impatiently, ceaselessly;
a forest on fire.
( It is what hides
in the very shadow of you
when it rests in a puddle of water
of the rain

that never came.)
 Jul 2015 SamanthaW
Aniron
Every night I lie awake and listen
To creaky doors and squeaky floors
'' 'Tis only the weather'', the wind sighs -
'' 'Tis only me on the moors.''

Every night the old house shakes
As if a ghost had cursed the walls;
'' 'Tis only the hymn of winter'', the wind sighs -
'' 'Tis only me who always calls.''

Every night I open the window
To absorb the distant cries of night
'' 'Tis only the time of year'', the wind sighs -
'' 'Tis only me taking flight.''

Every morning I gently awaken
To feel a glistening sun on my cheek
'' 'Twas only the wind,'' I say,
'' 'Twas, and 'tis always the wind.''
 Jul 2015 SamanthaW
Aniron
You
 Jul 2015 SamanthaW
Aniron
You
the passing cloud in pale blue skies
the ocean wide that drinks your eyes
the sailing storm one summer’s day
the rain to kiss the blush of May

You

the growing rose in winter’s frost
the secret smile no sight wants lost
the lonesome tree down by the lake
the breeze that makes its foliage shake

You

the touch that is with sunlight crowned
the voice in which the sea has drowned
the stare which makes the moon glow more
the long lost wave to kiss the shore

You

the distant sigh that calms the screams
the hidden glister among the beams
the unseen path amidst the vine
a love for which the dreamers pine

You.
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