Map me out
Follow my lines as you see fit
Take the roads you think you know
Float down my rivers
Smooth over my mountains
Kiss my valleys
Sneak up my hills
I am no fortress
I want you to invade me
I want you to control me
Force my people into slavery
Bite into my crops to feed your army
Don't be afraid to mark up my land
To leave trails in the dirt
Like scratches
Like claw marks
I promise to give everything
But only if you promise to take it from me.
I promise you won't meet resistance
And if you are like me,
Then we can switch these roles.
I will try my hardest
To rule over you,
With complete control.
But only if you beg first.

Wouldn't you know it
by the curve of her hip and lip
she's smoking
she's smoldering
she's everything you'd ever want
i think she may be made of air

Wouldn't you know it
she's so descriptive
So detailed
Blueprinted before the day she was conceived
Fine printed
Fine tasted
Wined and Grind
Have her with dinner
Don't forget to swallow before you choke.

The skin is rough
feels like it's been rubbed against cracked concrete walls
all day.
feels like
it's been scalding
heating from the inside
burning through it's own skin
no more tingles
just licks of flames
and caved in nerves.
Rough as it curves over
the valleys
and mountains of my home
sick thighs
and rough
as it soothes over my rotten lies
Rough
The skin is rough
cracked
dry
bending through the seams
of young girls
like touching
a dying leaf.
Half feeling the lack
of feeling
dried out
put on the cement.

Chubby doesn't bother me.
I am ok with big
It's not the curves
the fat
Or the occasional roll
It's not my jiggly upper thighs
My thick legs.
That bother me.
I think my body has beauty.
I believe my body has beauty as long as I love it.
As long as I am willing to stand up tall
And walk with confidence
My body has beauty
As long as I continue to use my body
To move
Stretch
Feel
ache
dance
jump
lust
be...
Then my body has beauty
I am still insecure
But I know
That when I ask myself
Would you really be prettier when you're smaller?
I can say honestly
No.
Because I know
I can only be as pretty as I let myself be
No matter what form I take
My body has beauty
As long as I love it.

You are ***.
   I remember you in hotel rooms,

You are ***,
   I remember you in redone garages,
A mother talking in her sleep
  While lips and other things touch under covers

You are ***.
   I remember you after going out to get a drink from the garage
His back pressed against the old car
My knees on the ***** concrete.

You are ***,
  I remember you in dormitories
Being quiet because of paper thin walls
and awkward moments with unexpected roommates.

You are ***,
   I remember you in cars
Mine at 4 in the morning,
Every seat violated.
His car in the backseat
In the parking lot,
Public, but while snow fell down
First ****** in a car,
first ****** while looking at something so picturesque,
First from kisses down under,

You are ***,
You are *** in the shower
You are *** in the morning
You are *** loud and hard
You are *** sensual and slow and quiet
You are *** yet to be had
You are *** in parts of me that should never be touched,
You are hot and sticky
Anywhere I want you
On my ******* or in my mouth
You are ***,
And I want you.

I feel the warm crimson flow over my tongue
I spit out the words I would never say
Let it slide down the side of the sink
Watch it slip away
Drown the darkness of the drain
I spit them out and say goodbye
I will never really understand why
I let so  many things stay bundled up inside.

So This is the final battle ground,
This is where my heart settles in the soil.

Where the silver swords clash
And rich blood seeps into a crimson soaked ground.

Where the darkening night,
Gives way to truth
And a sorrow washes over the population.

Where a cry filled with rage and regret fill every corner of our minds.

This is the final battle ground
Where we shall last forever
Having loved only once
And Cried so many times.

Buried with the blood of our enemies,
Staying forever in a memory of violence.
Our hearts shall never truly find the light.

Swords clash
Sparks fly
Turmoil ensues
Let us stop this now
Before it kills us all.