Every word written on that card; did ya mean any of it?
Everything that came out of your mouth; were ya being honest?
All of it; is there a reason I should or shouldn't believe it?

I want so bad to believe in you.
What I wouldn't give to hear you say you love me and actually believe it.
What I'd **** to have you tell me something honest and selfless.

You say you know I'm angry right now, and you hope I forgive you one day.
It's not about forgiveness; it's about honesty and trust.
If I can't trust you, I won't be forgiving you anytime soon.

But I want so bad to have you in my life again.
To talk to you about my day and to hear your advice about the guy I like.
What I wouldn't do to trust you again.

What this girl would give to have her momma come back to her for real this time.

You make me glow with the love you show me.
You put a smile on my face and you say it brightens your day.
It's so easy with you.
It's like breathing; simple as that.
I don't have to prove anything to you.
You make me laugh and then you laugh with me.
I make a joke and even though it's silly, you think it's genuinely funny.
You and I. It'll be you and I against the world.

You burned me; I burned you..yeah it's all true.
I said I didn't love you the same way anymore.
You told me to grow up and act like an adult.
I'm not here to fight with you or drag your rep through the mud.
I'm just here to clear the air once again.

We were falling in love faster than I thought possible.
I was crazy about you and you were crazy about me.
Soon a month passed by, then six and then a year and before we knew it, a year and a half had flown by.

But not everything good lasts forever.

We were just two people who thought we could make it forever.
And oh how I wish that were true.
But you can't make your heart feel something it don't believe.

This is the last time I tell this story.
The last time I think about all that happened; the good, bad and the crazy.
I'm leaving it here, on the threshold of no man's land.
Yeah this is the last time that I write about how I wish it would've lasted.

Fast heartbeat and red stained cheeks.
Butterflies twisting and pooling in the stomach.
The wanting and the need to have just one more.
One more kiss;one more hug; one more feeling of his skin on mine.
He turns my blood to fire and renders me speechless.
I can't get enough of him, and it drives me crazy.
He's on my mind all the time, even when I'm laying in bed.
What is this feeling?
It's foreign to me, yet familiar at the same time.
It's alluring to me, leaves me gasping for air at times.
But I got the guy and I ain't letting him go.

Wouldn't be too surprised to hear you've burned my memory.
Well baby, I've been way busy kissing someone else's lips.
Hey, is that shock I see on your face?
Didn't think I'd move on and actually be happy with another?
Oh honey, please, you've got to be for real.
Yeah I've been way busy turning my blood to fire with a new guy.
Don't be too jealous, please spare me your emotional train wreck.
They say I look good on him and he looks good on me.
Sorry not sorry that I'm having a good time without ya.
Yeah I've been way busy getting over your sorry ***.

We were just having fun.
Two kids running around together, holding hands and kissing.
Under the bridge, I let you turn my blood to fire.
Your lips on mine, my hands tangled in your shirt.
We don't know what to call this, but I like whatever this is.
We kinda just fell together and your hands were in my hair and the rest was a blur.
But I can't get you out of my head.
Don't know what it is about you, but something about you pulls me in.
Reaching for another kiss and another chance to run my hands through your hair.

You proved me right once again.
Guess I ain't surprised anymore by your actions.
Then again, you've been in and out, yes and no, for so long.
****, I'd be rich if I had a dollar for every time I swore I was done and a twenty for when I was right about ya after all.
So do what you want. You've always done that anyways.
Yeah, I'd be rich if I had a dime for all the times you made my heart feel cheap, and I'd be sitting on a **** ton of dimes if that were the case.