Samantha Ellis

Samantha Ellis Jan 2014

Daughter of god
Sister to satan
live by the sun
love by the moon

Am I an angel
or more like a demon?
the suns too bright
so is sitting in moonlight

Would I fit in up in heaven
because im so used to this hell
sun hurts my eyes
the moon has seen me cry

Maybe there isn't a place for me
even in the afterlife
or perhaps when i've met my doom
i'll be sent to the moon

Samantha Ellis Jan 2014

mute

i need a mute button in my head
i cannot sleep anymore because your voice is stuck inside
keeping me awake
unable to think of anything else
laughinglaughinglaughing
i hear it constantly
running away did not fix my problems
even when you're not here you're heard
when will it stop?
please stop
i cannot sleep at night because your voice is stuck inside my head
i need a mute button

Samantha Ellis Aug 2013

another poem about you

I want to tell you everything
but you don't want to hear
I want to give you the world
but you want another planet
I want to make you smile
cuz all you do is frown
If I owned a kingdom
I'd let you wear my crown
I'd cut out my heart for you
even though you wont accept
My love for you is poison
yet I keep injecting it

Samantha Ellis Aug 2013

Garden of my mind

In the garden of my mind
full of dried dirt and dull weeds
my thoughts of you are the
Biggest, Reddest rose
fully bloomed and making it brighter

The only beautiful thing left
in my head

I fear for the day that the rose will too
w i l t

Then ill no longer have its beauty to focus on
just crumbled remains
and eventually
d i r t

*S.E

Samantha Ellis Aug 2013

my ocean

You are the ocean of my world
already taking up the most room on surface
but underneath the feelings go so deep

At the bottom of those feelings lies darkness
it gets colder & darker with depth
it is unexplored & fascinating
yet also foreign & frightening

-s.e

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