wiser men
  back then

darkness--
a growing boy
it's me

i am
              everyone

yet i am
                  no one

hollow
h ollow
heart

vareet
vareet

Such great darkness
I must sift through.

Only to find nothing,
nothing but you.

And.

Today I sit and watch wild roses wither
looking to find one for my lover dear

then I remember that she is not here

FRR*
oool

divine
swine

Time had managed to grab a hold of me as I knew it would.
It is time that will be the only thing to end our lives.
The phantom murderer that we keep in our pockets,
hoping it will fulfill our thirst for euphoria.
And we must keep it in our reach.
Time will find us.
Time will help us.
Time will be us.
Time will **** us.
Time will keep us.

Let in the evening
with her ways inconclusive
she walks in that in between.
I know how it goes

She never let me in.

Me let in, never she.

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┳━┳
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the color of midnight it was(i could fall into
it) there is noting more than                         stars in the sky
stars-- i look around  and see you all there

this is what it's all about(i cannot grasp)
falling into your midnight dress(it takes me in)
will you listen to hear my cry this is what i die
                                                             ­        for
life will burn me with you and only you my dear
time runs dry for the hope of water(the persistence of memory)
will you wait for me in my mind-- the romantic concept
                                                         ­              to be in love with an idea

Found to
embrace shall
most

The rain is outside.
In the headlights,
you can see the future.

HOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHTOHOT
THOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHO
TOHTOHTOHTOHTOHTOHTOH­

aaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAA

the night
is on
the floor

Great men
In the echoes
Of the enormous room
Filled with dolls

Wind,
you shake me.

Wind,
will you take me?

HOLYHOLYHOLY
HOLYHOLYHOLY
HOLYHOLYHOLY
HOLYHOLYHOLY
HOLYHOLYHOLY

Em Own
Em Now
Em Won
Me Own
Me Now
Me Won
Men Ow
Mew On
Mew No
En Mow
Wen Om
New Om

oh i'm just great
          i just hate
myself.

looking around
the city streets of people
I wondered if  
they were like me

front from all
mountain

I figure if

READ
LED
  RED

My
brain
tries
found
force
sound
into
my  
ears.

But
all
I
hear
is
silence.

AND      AND
  AND      AND
AND      AND
   AND      AND
AND      AND
   AND      AND
AND      AND
   AND      AND
AND      AND
   AND      AND
AND      AND
   AND      AND

we close
ourselves
in, (the books of glass)
I remember reading.
I remember time as it stopped.

straight-shot
through nothing miraculously
hits something

the endless
river of thought

it is I
the moss
rusting over
infinity

_~tier? |tearing the life all over| humanity|?

lips
lips
lips

____
____
___

so torn
between
life
    and
death
i am

but i know
the taste of
alive

not the
taste of
dead

☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐
☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐
☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐
☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐­☐☐
☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐

☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐
☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐
☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐­☐☐☐☐☐☐
☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐
☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐

☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐
☐☐☐☐☐☐­☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐
☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐

☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐
☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐
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☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐
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☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐
☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐­☐☐☐☐☐
☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐
☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐
☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐

AND
ANA
ANNA

this summer
has

The cycle
Of  a wheel
Will keep going
Until  nothing

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ha love te
ha lov te
ha lo te
ha l te
ha te
hate

it's you
    who

takes my heart
              apart

lifelifelifeknife

RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRUST
TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

☶ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷;
☵ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷.
☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷;
☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲ ☳ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☶ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷.
☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☳ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷;
☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☳ ☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷;
☲ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲ ☲ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☷;
☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☵.
☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷;
☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷.
☶ ☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☵.
☷ ☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☴;
☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☴ ☶ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☴ ☵ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷;
☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷.
☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱ ☳ ☴.
☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷;
☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱☱ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷ ☷ ☲☳☴☵☶☷☲☳☴☵☶☷

I nearly
cut somebody off

in front of the
police station