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Sam Lauzon Jan 2014
This is the war, of a girl, who came to this world with no oxygen in her lungs. She survived as little as she was with her arriving three months early. With a beautiful twin to fight the battle with her side to side.

Men couldn't keep their hands off of her. Her mind was a ticking time bomb of thoughts, then she went to highschool. With a few paper cuts and scrapes from a boy who granted her first kiss.

She met a girl, She fought for this girl treasured her adored her as much as she could. Then her heart got shot. She could not breathe for the longest of time. It left a big scar on her heart and the new found scars on her leg that were no longer papercuts.

Then she met a boy, as he learned to love her, the scars began to fade ever so slowly. Then there was an ambush of emotion breaking the little scared heart she had left. She walked around in the ruins of the battle ground as her mind held the war zone.

Lets see if the war will end with someone new and with no more battle scars leaving her with true love and peace.
Sam Lauzon Jan 2014
My delicate peace has been shattered
While my heart went on a rollarcoaster trip and got completly battered
I cannot sleep at the thought of missing you
Or of the thought of the secrets that I kept turned to be true

Sleep has disapeared
Who thought I got bored
They tend to talk badly
Too bad they all look to each other so sadly

The words are haunting me again
I just need to stop my brain
Its not as easy as it looks to no longer dream
When the nightmares get so extreme
Sam Lauzon Jan 2014
I love you
Three tiny words that mean so much
I love you
They are for family, friends, partners, and pets
I love you
Is the thing that can give you a big smile
I love you
Can tear you to shreads
Sam Lauzon Dec 2013
No more ''I love you's''
I can't stand one more bittersweet lie from you
No more pretending to be mature like some of those rare adults
I will not swoon from her joyless insults
No more stupid smiles and hugs
I can no longer breathe with my two lungs
No more naive little words to destroy me
Now I want to be free
No more bringing me down
Because I hate the feeling that Iv'e drowned
Sam Lauzon Nov 2013
Its finally gone
My october blues
Nothing left to dwell on
We don't need one more excuse
November is now rolling out
Its going to be december cheer
What was yesterday's homework all about?
I'll be smiling ear to ear
How are you today?
I am very glad
Don't you just want to jump and scream YAY!
It's nice to have spent these lovely months with such a dashing lad
Sam Lauzon Nov 2013
( Her inner thoughts)  (His inner thoughts)*                                                                                                    
                                                                                                              What is it?
                                                                                                                                Things are wrong at home
                                                                                                 Tell me something!
                                                                                                                             Just do your thing go roam..
                                                                                       Do you and me not fit?
                                                                                                                       I like another girl
                                                        I'm scared that you hate that I cling..
                                                                                                             You just need to figure me out just learn
                                                           Do you not care about me?
                                                                                                      I'm trying to figure things out
          I just feel like your on your own and i'm a dull dead sea
                                                                                               Do you want me to shout?
                                                                  I need you!
                                                                                       You need me?
                    Can't you see i've been getting so blue
                                                                               I'm scared that you'll find me weak if I plea
                              Please show me some feelings...
                                                                      Please let  me show you some feelings...
Sam Lauzon Nov 2013
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
Do you still feel alive?
Did you survive?
Did you know she died?
six
seven
eight
nine
ten
You ask when?
was this how it was for women and men
is this going to go on after time and time again
eleven
twelve
thirteen
fourteen
is your number up yet?
fifteen
sixteen
seventeen
eighteen
nineteen
how long has it been
tell us all that you’ve seen
twenty
isn’t it lovely
such a mystery
is your number up?
did your tears fall when you looked up
twenty one
isn’t this fun?
twenty two
we don’t want to lose you
twenty three
will you forgive me
twenty four
why are you lying on the floor
twenty five
its not a good day to die
inspired by the famous saying ' You'll never know when your number is up'
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