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Sam Hawkins Nov 2022
mother father god         mother father god
mother father source    mother father source

          goddess the mother god the father
Is this simply to play a game of sematics?
Nonsensical switch up?

Could be a powerful choice, for some.
To each, her or his own.

For me and many--
Patriarchy needs a balancing with Matriarchy.
Let's invite a Levelling Up.

Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine together, as EQUALS. Not gender based; but within ALL.

Altogether, it's a non-duality.  As "Yin-Yang spin dynamic" may seem to be rooted in the reality of oppositional, duality/ polarity forces; yet, could we go deeper to understand that one force cannot exist without the other--it's a condition of interpendency.

This poem as Mantra.
Vibing these words silently in head anytime is a choice. For me, it is making all the difference; transforming me, expanding me.

Opening my Heart to Truth.
461 · Jun 2017
one brain indivisible
Sam Hawkins Jun 2017
as my two equal hands make one
in reverence in honor prayer

my left and my right brain do

let's not dwell too much on it
one hand washing the other

simple voice of reason
simple voice of nature

indivisible

at peace
remembering
inspired in part by reading the work of Thomas Paine and by reading Carl Sagan's "Dragons of Eden: Speculations on the Evolution of Human Intelligence"....chapter "Madmen and Lovers"
460 · Sep 2017
My Morning Star
Sam Hawkins Sep 2017
You see every bit of me, my morning star.
You pour life to me, no matter what.

I need not ask.
I open to receive.

You turn the bucket of me
right side up.

When you fill me with your golden fire,
you stretch my edges wide
and this -- my ecstasy.

I breathe and grow into my new skin.

Is there no end to this?
One part of me cries out--please stop!

Another part sings
with grand crescendos.
435 · Dec 2016
Matrimonial
Sam Hawkins Dec 2016
sensations of purples

streaks of luminous black
dashing my eyes

star woman her wisdom
my body

star man sliding into view

blissful laughter
echoing my heart

was it God Truth speaking?
Will you marry me?

Yes! Yes! I cried
And I shall marry you again
tomorrow
!
423 · Apr 2023
collaborates
Sam Hawkins Apr 2023
When I pulled my hand from the spaces of the in-between,
lights danced in the pattern of another hand.

But she was not confused by this, as it had happened to her
and also to her of the other hand.

That's when the universe really began to laugh outloud,
and right then we two she and I

in the kitchen
wow
automatic writing. the title is a plural noun.
392 · Jun 2019
A Prayer for Healing
Sam Hawkins Jun 2019
All across the world
may our Human Family
wake up.

May All Hearts Heal.

Freshness naturally flower.
Presence abound.

May we heal from the inside.

And Death no longer touch us.

Amen.
This version posted to a dear friend today 11:11 at 11:11 pm
382 · Jul 2018
Bees
Sam Hawkins Jul 2018
from where I now am at home
easy on my blue couch

a wisp of a thought had come to me
with that -- circles of you
spiraled and cut messages in the air

clockwise danced around dangling
pinpoint flowers holding
sips

white and white again, each petal
accompanying rush of shallow river water
talking over rock

if I had had the notion to
carry you home in a pocket
would you have nipped at me on the way?

this is to say
I have carried you home today
and you are no further from me
than my very breath

quantifiably
this is ever so

I buzz
while you fix dinner
345 · Aug 2017
Love
Sam Hawkins Aug 2017
Did someone leave my door ajar?

Or there is no door but what I make
by my question.

Light has left me cryptic messages
such as these, and I have nibbled.

This morning rather I gobble.
I take my cue from my dog
who seizes moments.

This morning I've eaten all the bait.
Hook line and sinker.

Where there are no doors, cracks forever are.

Wherever there are slippings
and mighty shifts
love is.
341 · Oct 2017
Hands Awake
Sam Hawkins Oct 2017
Hands awaken! Speak out! Answer to sacred shouts,
subterranean whispering, to stars above rooftops—
thread sunlit branches with the chattering of a thousand leaves.

If flux and urgency of confusion or death
should drawn you into the self-box--
remember when one constructed prison fell away.
However you helped this forward,
do more of the same.

Be rain-hands, laughing, steeped in earth fragrances.
Be fingers in blossom, loves innumerable, rough-cut and bedazzled—unafraid to be splayed wide open.

Be pocketed hands, released to the welcoming wind—
multiplying there in mid-air, they ride the four directions.

Be hands of smoke and of fire, descending and ascending
like ragged bird-song—effulgent, charged with surprise
and now even with mock surprise.

Start at the beginning, exactly where you are.
Not satiate with loll-lolling recede wave’s tide,
not retreated back and back,
until grown utterly intellectual and lumpish!

Now, Human Being—you come awake also!
Sweep furnishings from your table.
Upend the table lawlessly.

Bring the muscular, fleshy, feminine to the masculine and muscular.
Likewise, bring the masculine to feminine. Bring friend to enemy,
estranged neighbor to confidante.

In a dance of pressing hands,
let subtle conversation play.

Ring all the tiny bells.
Stir the King and Queen of Remembrance.

In over-arching restraint, hold back one iota, so pure notes sound—
bring sunburst, sphere and harmony.

Make your entire body a listening board
forming therein—tender shapes around which love
seed unfolds its infinite spaces and then…

Spring awake! All to better dreaming
where your faith is undashed, not with this dying.

O, hear me now! Hands, every which one of you,
with every human—never again sleep,
never abandon!
341 · Jun 2018
death breathed me
Sam Hawkins Jun 2018
death breathed me
had seemed
to be breathing me

moving air in my chest
taking hold

i had only said hello
and death was answering back
338 · Sep 2019
Equinox
Sam Hawkins Sep 2019
A split down the seams it was and justice
come--struck the bonds which held me,
to my pain, my enemy, me, this.

Touch aligned my heart.
Spoke calm and peace.
September 23rd 2019 today is Equinox. Daylight and night are equal. My heart energy felt like an equator around my body, receiving and radiating.  Earth and Sun at the same time. An awareness of Beginnings and Endings.
336 · Nov 2019
remembering
Sam Hawkins Nov 2019
within the modern human of me
lives the innocent indigenous

within the indigenous
the modern

inside and outside
there is no difference

my heart my silence
humility sing

i am equal in importance
to a stone to a mountain top
to a grain of dust

no greater, not less than
324 · May 2017
gratis
Sam Hawkins May 2017
with intuitive hand of polished sensibility
i turned the **** to crack my safe

dailed in universal consciousness
dialed in life good ole fashioned love
dialed my mother

but no
it was God all along
ha!

that secret place

one happy tear
324 · Jun 2019
sovereignties
Sam Hawkins Jun 2019
every being of creation is queen and king

with crowns everlasting
not given not taken away

crown-lit from head to toe
fin to fin wing to wing
however a being is composed

every inch every ounce
sphere spinning geometries

golden sovereignties
of many name

sun star god true power
earth air water heart

shine on
simply being aware of our natural power makes us invincible and we know it is impossible to die. Truth sets us free to fly. To love ALL, unconditionally. Shine on.
308 · May 2019
Knowing
Sam Hawkins May 2019
Like Houdini gone under river's ice
(a trusted but not perfected trick)
I have listened for a soft murmur
to lead me to the escape hole.

Not knowing has thickened the surface.
It fills my ears with confusing bubbles.

Whether I open or I close my eyes
-- the same blur sun.

My lungs tick-tock.

Each time, when I am dying,
I know I know nothing.

When at last I am gone,
all things are made known to me.

In this life I know I'm alive.
I exist.

I shall soon enough join
the world's understanding.

I shall answer confidently  
to my given name.
307 · Apr 2023
stretch
Sam Hawkins Apr 2023
~~~~~~~~ FLUXING between frightening
                 & so beautiful ~~~~ flowers of
many shapes and colors

                  WALKIN the desert
                      alone ~~~~ last
                                                 evening
301 · Sep 2019
Whenever I Rhythm
Sam Hawkins Sep 2019
Letters and print seemed not my language anymore.
Pen in hand I felt like a weighted foot.
My eyes tracked; I lost the scent.

But whenever I rhythm, rhythm free --
false underpinnings of me evanesce,
cease their being.

Alphabets break through school room doors.
Wall clocks split their faces.

Whenever I rhythm, rhythm gentle--
my heart its codes concoct--
make all green fresh alive

as sweet this earth
become green eternal springtime.

(my blood my body know
openings wanderings)

Whenever I rhythm, leaping leaping;
my mouth mouths, my breath breezes.

I am at one with shivers of sunlight.
I sing I sing:

kei quah rae sa
sa e cha nu

e cha nu quah rae
kei quah sa saaaaaaaa….
With this, you can make up your own rhythmical tune aloud, hear it in your head or read it in monotone. I remember times when I lived in a print-less world -- I was natural and wild, steeped in magical nature. You too?
286 · Jul 2023
baby gator
Sam Hawkins Jul 2023
bedside lemurian crystal water magic?

in my tub 3 am
full july buck moon
through the window shining

by candlelight, my left hand submerged,
appearred -- two knuckles
popping up
made glints of wet light

two little eyes
baby gator
what happened.
275 · May 2019
disassociate
Sam Hawkins May 2019
sunset streamed stark images
i emerged from the lowly bridge

traversed veins of a leaf
treading them all along
one two just so

at the left of me
clouds had been sliced in two
i sandwiched my way

if you see a real busy line
O well go stand at it

when you get ticket
meet yourself first time
ask questions

voice answers
are friends

all voices
pals like that
began as automatic writing at sunset, the mountain just out of view 5-30-19 … 7:52 pm West Coast, early a.m 5-31--trimmed the fat
270 · Dec 2016
who am i
Sam Hawkins Dec 2016
whoever i am
i do not know

i do not know
whomever i am

i am who?

i am that which
is not known to me

this whoever i am
who knows nothing
is me
It was frightening when by Grace,  ID dropped out.  Thank you!
269 · May 2019
Untitled
Sam Hawkins May 2019
looking up
at the beautiful blue sky

saying hello
to fluffy clouds

here and now
costs me nothing
253 · Aug 2019
Flash
Sam Hawkins Aug 2019
Today my walking seemed steady enough.
Considering the truth of flash, it's amazing that anything
can stand.

Sky and Earth flashing in and out of existence
faster than the speed of light makes any concrete
"here and now" truly a miracle.

My mouth and breath are locked and unlocked this way.
The list is never ending. Time and no time together.

When I placed the dog dish of food on the kitchen floor...
Miracle of miracles!

The food remained quite nutritious, stayed in the dish,
my dog regarded me with love; nothing fell into empty space.

Even now as I write, though multiple languages
and non-languages from many lifetimes
come and go, I still can show up, here.

Singing the praises of flash!
Do you hear?

What of this I, this you, who senses
all things everywhere.
248 · May 2019
time
Sam Hawkins May 2019
is it not time to call for a gathering

to overturn tables
of the money changers

in this our
Holy Sanctuary Home
called Planet Earth?

O Peaceful Warrior
gird yourself

with humility
with silence
with loving heart

grow wings

now
time
Each in his or her own time. Anyone can send love energy!

The great wave is coming, if not already here. I'm hopeful. Young women and women warriors of peace, arising. No more this patriarchy of greed. No more this hurt of Gaia, Mother Nature.

Peaceful warrior men, in support and guarding outside, circling up as guards as lovers of Life.
242 · Dec 2019
The Pearl
Sam Hawkins Dec 2019
Some could say: nature's lavishly attentive
ever blossoming to the extreme, on point.

Just so, the pearl of her earring
she wears in the photo seems
to have completely composed her.

Bare honesty rages, in picture left profile--
her stoic aquiline nose, upward tilt of chin,
late day sunshine through velvet curtain.

O, how sweet, her seashell ear.

That spiraling whorl converses with me,
as Water God Neptune might speak
of any innocence, of any liberation nature.

I see her -- a little girl at seashore,
skimming her toes across tiny waves

dash-running, leaping laughing,
her parents nowhere near.

In this adult picture she might be thirtyish
and by heaven likely married.

Her pearl has captured one fleet spark.

Oceans and continents away,
I am regarding this and her.

I, whose heart's on fire.
238 · Jul 2018
Arriving
Sam Hawkins Jul 2018
When greening land and the azure sea
had first appeared to bodiless me,

it was naturally quite alluring--
and precipitous down-sloping
was required.

I leveled my sights
and I dove down--

I imagined there--my new life,
emergent forming.

When at last some pre-form-idea me
had touched the ground--shock surprised,
I sprung up and I flew again.

My mother-to-be
could have been but was not
in the least alarmed.

I sensed her nearby
smiling.

Below me, seawave
collapsed into seawave,

wide ocean surfaces
flashed fields of whitecaps,
each one existing only for an instant.

So brief it is to be alive, I know this is true!
Yes Yes! Adventure
be assigned to me!

In my own way I breathed in.
I was arriving.

In my own way I breathed out.
Home.
237 · May 2019
may new moon
Sam Hawkins May 2019
under the cool of a desert morning
clipped to synchronic timing
5:34 am
universal

this new moon

she has named herself
baby water dragon

spell cast in her patterned rhythms
now in my breathing

how we say goodbye
how we subtract
simplify

how we say good morning

with a renewed
and loving heart
200 · Dec 2019
Farewell to Lillian
Sam Hawkins Dec 2019
Was this your farewell to me, my friend?

You had crossed my mind today while driving
the counter-clockwise road,
that you were leaving (had left)
this world.

The Hospice place we knew
was hid behind the hillock.

And over its sign across my path just then
came a raven flying, caress cut the air
in a long glide.

In morning sunlight--there was green,
shimmered across its back and wings,

as if to announce eternal verdant springtime
and you -- as if you were chorusing to me,

hey **
waving good-bye.
197 · Dec 2020
paradise
Sam Hawkins Dec 2020
muses and priestesses
spin to the fore.

infinity of heaven sparks.

water everywhere prepares to speak.
earth and sky, to tumble as lovers.
surfaces to shimmer and split.

for every contained paradise
there were ten tie-downs,
and she, great mother,
had eleven freshened swords.

protector destroyer giver of life
she and she and she,
mothers to all.

and as this it was;
paradise came.
156 · Apr 2023
guitaring
Sam Hawkins Apr 2023
through the six voices of my fingertips i spoke to you universe

                                              ker-li-qs­
                                  round-a-bouting-ness
         ­                                       ! es !
                            six waltz to foxtrot & back again

                                       foxtrot to cha-cha
                                            to five five
word-vibe inspired by my guitar & Pink Full Moon today, 4.5.2023.
First Full Moon of the astrological New Year...
118 · Jul 2023
precipice
Sam Hawkins Jul 2023
a thing wholly wild
natural and yet to be
beckoned me to the edge

there was whispering among ponderosa pines
that windless morning

roots of rocks seemed sighing
water danced in a shadow
sparrows weaved the air

o cliff-hanger of my heart, woman,
you are near to me and far away

i feel your delicate sweetness
a settling peace

every star to me is rainbow
and heaven how it sings

— The End —