I made some promises
That I'd love you forever
That never leave your side
That I'd never betray you
That you'd always be my best friend

I made some statements
That you were the love of my life (actually, you made that one first, you really pulled me in with that one)

...why should I even finish this poem

There was something about a 3 month rule
I vaguely remember
You broke it for me
You broke it against me
You broke me
I will be very vague
I feel betrayed
I feel a lot of things
But I'm a horrible person, at least, in the way I treated you
So I deserve it

I love you
But I'm giving up now
I'm giving up on myself and my ability to love you
Since you gave up on it and I can't help but trust you
Because I trusted you

I love you
But I think I'm done trying now
It hurts me so much when you ignore me
That I don't even know why I bother you because I know I probably bother you
Because ...I love you

I love you
But I don't love myself anymore
Its crazy because I loved myself only a month ago but I've learned more about myself since then
Now that I see what I did to you I don't even think I'm worth your having anymore
Because I hurt you

I love you
But I don't know how to love you
I think I do now but only how I should have before and not how you'd like me to now
By "moving on from you" and becoming "happy" again because I don't know how to
Because I promised you

I love you
But you gave me your happy
I drained you of your happy but its okay now because you've taken it back and
You're happy now and I'm sad just like I was before I met you and that's a very good thing
Because I want to see you happy

Ticks are nasty
Tocks flick them off.

So I guess I'm a fool
For being your fool
And being fooled
By a fool like you

So I guess I'm a fool
For all the fun times
And all the fooling
With a fool like you

So I guess we're both fools
For all the fooling
And the fooling you're doing
With my foolish heart

So I guess we're both fools
For the foolish decisions
That left me a fool
Alone in the dark

Did I mention it's finals week?
I'm stuck awake writing my life away, but the clock doesn't stop
Tick, tock, tick, tock
7 hours of exams tomorrow, am I ready?
Have to be up in 3 hours.
Tick, tock, tick, tick, tock
No, I'm just a little crazy from the time
Tick, tock, tick...tock...tock...
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