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Jan 2013 · 361
Waking Beside You
SamBee Jan 2013
A break of beams rush through the blinds.
Sleep sizzles in my ears and nose.
I sink beside your wall of skin.
Our eyes are heavy and
Flutter from the weight of eachothers sight.
Words week out and hang
Between our lips.
A good morning is sung
As my hands stretch over to you.
Your warmth vibrates into my palm
As I grasp
More and more of you.
Mornings this bright
Leave me dazed,
But my mornings would be nothing without you.
Jan 2013 · 1.1k
Connect with the Earth
SamBee Jan 2013
The stars are my freckles
The mountains my knees
The clouds are my eyebrows
My spit makes the seas.

My hair is the grass
The bushes, the leaves
My nails the glass
Stolen by thieves.

My tears are the raindrops
My skin is the dirt
My mouth is a cave
The pigments of the flowers are the same as my shirt.

My left nostril is the sun
My right is the moon
Under one you shall bathe
And the other lovers swoon.

My neck is the trees
And their branches that grow
My hips are hills
And my dandruff the snow.

The rivers are my veins
And the rocks are my ears
My eyes are the poles
And my wrinkles the years.

My bones are the plates
My nose is a cliff
My heart is the core
Born on February the fifth.
It's mah birfday in 6 days! Woohoo!
Jan 2013 · 602
Untitled
SamBee Jan 2013
Inscribe a sense of clarity into my dreary eyes.
Lick the stress off with your thumb,
Kiss me a sincere surprise.
Flitter, fumble,
Pine, whine,
As skittles stumble
Down human vines.

I've never inhaled words so sharp,
That cut through my lungs,
Scratch on my heart,
Shards; splintered wood
Fall like leaves,
Glisten butter-yellow,
Winter creeps like thieves.
"Sunshine, daisies, butter-mellow, turn this stupid fat rat yellow!" is honestly all that comes to mind when I reread this... haha.
Jan 2013 · 2.5k
White Noise
SamBee Jan 2013
White noise - what noise of noise to come
White noise - noise of sound
                        noise of the hours of feeling storms
                                              hours of feeling that noise
                                                              building that noise
                                                              building storms.

White noise of what noise of the storm before
                      of what noise of all that passed
                                                    all that raged
                                                                  raged and rattled.
                                    noise of more than I can bear to scoop up,
                                                                                          to inhale,
                                                                                          to gather,
                                                                                               heard,
                                                                                               hug,
                                                                                               grasp,
                                                                                               swallow,
                                                                                              announce,
                                                                                              hear.
White noise- what noise of noise to come
                        what noise of noise to disappeared.
Jan 2013 · 470
The Two Women who Wept
SamBee Jan 2013
The two women who weep
Sob and sulk in their own commotion.
They both live atop a hill,
Just above the ocean.

One cries for herself,
The other for her, too.

The first cries before the sea so green,
The second cries below the sky so blue.

The former female hides in her covers,
While the latter lady hides there, too.

The first eats nothing but nibbles of toast,
While the second drinks nothing but the tea she brew.

One woman stays awake all night,
And the other sit wide-eyed, too.

The former fell ill and died shortly after,
The latter stopped crying and bid her adieu.

She now sleeps soundly at night,
And cries no more.

She drinks spirits and wine,
And has feasts galore.

She no longer hides between sheets and mattress,
And spends evenings at ***** in a red satin dress.

Gentlemen among many call to her daily,
As she blushes in a flattered flirt and smiles gaily.

She forgot all about her dearest friend,
And lived well and prosperous until the end.
Ah, a poem about how sorrow can be considered a companion, a comfort, a state of mind to sync with, but when forgotten, tossed aside, gotten over, life can become a lot more than just depression.
Jan 2013 · 479
More Guilt
SamBee Jan 2013
And you just can't take ******* any of it because you know how much it hurt them.
The hurt in their eyes penetrates every part of your being
Until you feel torn apart;
Until you feel so gruesomely dismembered,
Your body parts strewn across their floor.
And they just stare at you with this sickening look of puzzlement.
And defeat.
And anguish,
As you writhe in an unearthly,
jolting, fidgeting manner.
Every piece of you wants to tear apart the world,
Shrivel up the remains in the fire,
Wait until the ashes disintegrate to nothing more
Than dust that can be stolen viciously by the wind
That chokes the very reeds beneath your feet.

And you feel their eyes.
Still feel their anguish,
Still feel every joint in their body ticking off everything you have done
Terribly wrong.
Everything you have ever done to them.
Every way that you hurt them.

And you feel that hurt stab you in the chest,
Bend up
And down
And twist
And wrench.
And it takes every **** muscle to breath -
To remain calm.
This is more of a rant-type prose-y poem-y thing...y. Realized this was about guilt too, so I just titled it More Guilt. Lol, I don't really do anything wrong, I am just the type of person to be extremely ******* myself and therefore blame myself for a lot of things, thus developing guilt.  The more and more I read it the more and more I think it's a little bit too dramatic, but this is honestly how I felt in that moment. Boy, it was awful.
SamBee Jan 2013
The sun shatters and taps on my window pane.
I drizzle sleep from my ears and eyes,
Clearing my brain from the thick dreams that slosh,
Back and forth.
A tremor sneaks into my fingers
As I remember your face.
Morning has come as I realized
The sun shall rise for you, too.
I know that today your hands shall slide over your hair,
Your fingers twirl around your earlobes,
And your mind erupt with ideas.
Your legs shall seep simplicity and such grand rapture.
I know your day will be filled with moments
Only so precious to those as gifted as you.
I know your every word and thought
Is bigger than this earth can contain.
I know you'll succeed at expanding into the sky,
Stretching your limbs past Mars and
Your eyes will blend into the stars,
While the moon shines on your mouth.
So keep your chin up,
Other wise nobody will be able to see that beautiful smile
That the moon illuminates graciously.
Jan 2013 · 545
Guilt
SamBee Jan 2013
She'll lick at her tea
Until all the **** flies go away.
Until everything her bones have collided with
Have echoed between, at the least,
One
Pair
Of ears.

— The End —