goodbyes are hard to say
because we never know when it is our last
your breathy voice whispers
it's last message
"final farewell"--
and before we know it
you've committed to something
that would scar us
your angelic face fade
into death forever
leaving me in bitter tears
because we never treated you right
like a human
seeing you lifeless
a crushed rose with poison
in you wilted stem
tears my heart into broken glass
tunes my words into broken blues
turns my writing into broken poetry
and all i can think about is
my sorrow
i'm speaking for everyone
when i say
i'm sorry that it's our fault
such an angel has left the earth
that you were driven to your pain
leaving us to all cry for you
knowing we would never see you
i speak for everyone when i say
sorry
we love you--
KIM JONGHYUN
december 18th is a painful day that will forever be imprinted in my heart. it was the day we had to say goodbye to our beautiful singer, Kim Jong Hyun. it marks the day that he gave himself to depression. it marks the day that all shawols come together to cry together. most importantly, it marks the day of our mistake, as shinee's world, we failed to support him, and give him enough love. all we can do is mourn. now all we can do is pass roses over kim jonghyun's memory.
death is painful