To the nights I've cried.
To the nights of his attempted suicide.
To the nights of depression.
To the nights of happiness.
To the nights of my lonely woe.
To the nights filled with stress.
To the nights of questioning.
To the nights and days that were the absolute hardest to get through.
To those night.
Thank you for being there.

Life.
It's beautifully frightening
Almost a rush.
Filled with many ups and down.
Some may get lost in its beauty,
While others drown in the depths of pain.

Love.
A natural ecstasy.
You didn't know it was possible to hate someone so much, yet still feel so much passion toward them.
Until he came and swept you away.

Learn.
Taking place during your many life times.
Wrongs and rights.
Repetition.
The never ending process of understanding and ignorance.

I think that I'm slowly losing myself.
                                          In this board game we call life.

Stop faking like we're so happy.
Just because your friends here.
It's so aggravating.
All these fake smiles
Trying to make me look like the bad guy because I'm not changing.
I'm not changing.
At all.
Because the truth is life here is ****.

To my lovely girl,
I know that no matter what happens to you, you'll be fine.
Because YOU are a survivor.
You will make it.
You where meant for nothing less than success.
And you know what! Life's ******* hard!
We have all experienced the feeling of walls closing in on us.
And there may seem like there's no way out...
But that doesn't mean we can't make a way.
It may be exhausting,
It may make you feel like you want to **** yourself
or just stop trying and waiver through the rest of your long days.
but I know you will figure things out.
I'm not going to lie to you,
***** going to be hard.
But it will be worth it.
So this is for my lovely girl,
I will always believe in you no matter what.
Because your worth it.


This "poem" may **** but I DONT CARE!

Hey boy
I don't know what love is
But we'll figure it out together
Every flaw
Every bit of perfection
I'll love it
I'll love you
I swear I'll love you

Hey why are you letting him call you that
You should have respect for yourself
He doesn't own you
You're strong,
Beautiful
Don't let him take that away from you
Don't let that mere boy take away the beauty in your life