This bed is like a coffin
With a burial each night.
I could tell you where
it all went wrong
But it wouldn't make it right.
I'm never worth
Remembering
You each showed me that.
With your pretentious self obsession
Words that always fell flat.
Each day is long and empty.
I cannot find my way,
So forgive me
Graciously
While I slowly fade away.

Foamy swirls of blue
Roll into my soul
Harsh grains of brown
Imbed into my skin.
Nostalgia fills my being
Because water is
Where my emotions swim
Where my dreams float
Where my thoughts sink
And where my feet soak.
Without the vast sparkling waters
I'd be lost with
Nowhere to suffer my sorrows
Nowhere to celebrate my individuality.
For the water is a part of me
And to be without it
Would be the end of my imaginings.

Strange,
To be loved.
Odd,
To be forgotten.
Cold,
To be abandoned.
Harsh,
To be acquainted.

Yet desired,
To be held.
Loathed,
To be alone.

My emotions shaded grey.
My actions swayed with the wind.

Sparks of green,
Oceans of blue.
Your eyes are from Venus,
Where my eyes are glued.

Hazel brown,
Stuck on the sky.
I only dream of love,
Where my heart can cry.

You'd think the saying is symbolic,
It sings like a metaphor.
But it couldn't be more realistic.
He left his life, he shut the door.

I fell in love,
quite a long time before.
He pulled me in his eyes,
All while staring at the door.

I remember the times,
When we shared our deepest sores.
The times we'd laugh in chimes.
While sitting by the door.

It all happened too quickly,
And it was foolish for me to ignore,
The inevitable thoughts,
That came with the door.

Now he's cut deeply,
Gone with out a trace.
By the door he's left me,
Barely remembering his face.

It was all inevitable.
I see now with dread,
I should have known the cost,
That comes with loving the dead.

Nothing matters,
It never did.
Everything shatters,
Eventually, in the end.

I wouldn't mind it,
If you killed me now.
I know I don't show it,
But I know you know how.

So throw me away,
And stab my heart.
Mold my feelings like clay,
And end the start.

I'm ready to die,
You've helped me with that.
But I'm too pathetic..
To turn my life line flat.

The clock goes by,
I feel myself begin to die.
My mind races goodbye,
Until you came by my side.

I didn't realize at first,
But we have begun that part.
I thought I would be cursed,
Until I listened to your heart.

It beat in sync,
With all my feelings.
My cheeks turning pink,
Knowing it was my heart you were stealing.

Our love will last, sweetly,
Even in the worst drought.
Completely,
Without a doubt