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Aug 2017 · 209
23:33
Cyphers Queen Aug 2017
I've never wanted to die so bad ...
Tears streaming down my eyes
How sad..
I don't know how
I don't know where
But I do know tonight will be my last ...
Aug 2017 · 227
4:45
Cyphers Queen Aug 2017
The love I have for you is irreplaceable  
Your body is just so irresistible
I'm gonna spend the rest of my life with you
Man the baby's I pop out for you
Will be the most angelic on earth
The vows we exchange
Will be the most truthful and loving on earth .
Jul 2017 · 213
Goodbye
Jul 2017 · 183
4:47
Cyphers Queen Jul 2017
Hands intertwined
Hearts combined
As I stare into your eyes
I begin to realize
You are the man I want to spend forever with
You are the man I want to have a future with .
I know we fight I know we argue
But baby believe me when I say
I'll always stay by your side
Even when we fight .
I'll kiss you I'll hold you
I just want you to get the clue
That **** it I'm the one for you
Us against the world
I want you forever .
I know this is cheesy but
You're my kind of cheddar
**** i can't explain how much I love you . You're all I want . You make me feel alive . Don't ever give up on me .
Apr 2017 · 271
4am
Cyphers Queen Apr 2017
4am
My heart craves you..
**** it I don't know what to do...
Please come back to me... we're supposed to be meant to be
Apr 2017 · 271
2:23am
Cyphers Queen Apr 2017
I miss you
But You hate me
I need you
But you ignore me
I've never felt this alone
You showed me the unknown
Remember that promise
"I'll be here for you no matter what happens"
I was your Pocahontas.
I know we been through hell
But I swear to you I'll never bail
You were there for me through my darkest days
You made sure I wasn't afraid
Please just give me a chance
Just one more chance
To prove you wrong
To show you the real me....
Not what everyone else wants me to be...
I know what we're going through right bike is extremely tough, but just as you are mine, I am the love of your life. We can not give up just because they wanna break us up and break the bond we share.
Apr 2017 · 241
Imprinted
Cyphers Queen Apr 2017
I imprinted on his soul
With out him I feel as if I'm becoming cold
The numbness in my heart
Causes us to drift apart
So I imprint on his soul
That way he'll never be alone
Together till the end of time
I am his and he is mine.
May 7, 2015
Feb 2017 · 510
Our lil monkey
Cyphers Queen Feb 2017
At one point you said you weren't ready
Now we're having this blessing
Things will get rough
Buttons will be pushed
But I want you to know
No matter how much we undergo
I'll stay by your side
As long as I got your back
I know you'll have mine.
This is a huge step in our relationship
But we gave each other so we'll make it
You're going to be great
Even the nights you have to stay up late
Warming the bottles, changing the diapers
You never were like the others
Your mightiness and royalty glows
You'll fall in love once you see his little toes
He's very fragile
So don't get crazy
My love we're having a baby




Xoxoxo
~sin
Cypher I'm in love with you my king
Jan 2017 · 295
I miss you
Cyphers Queen Jan 2017
Happy one year and 8 months...
Dec 2016 · 243
You're my everything
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
Baby
Love bug
Husband
Father of my unborn
The best thing that's ever happened to me
You're the air I breathe
Forever mine
Us until the end of time <3
I love you with all my heart till death do us part
Dec 2016 · 210
What do you expect
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
I'm dead **without you...
How do I live without you...
Dec 2016 · 228
Now that you left
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
I no longer feel beautiful
I'm just all types of shameful
I was left in dry cold air
******* it man this wasn't fair!!!
On everything I love I just want you back
Remember all those times you said I gave you a heart attack?
You said my body was a garden
I hoped for a love like ours since kindergarten
You haven't watered this so called beautiful garden
So now it's withered and no longer jaw dropping
You see me dying and you're still watching...
I have scars everywhere on my body
It's not even attractive
I ruined my beauty
Now I say I'm okay
**** I'd be a good actress
Dec 2016 · 238
Love
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
Nonexistent..
Dec 2016 · 572
Final goodbye
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
I say I'll end my life a lot
After I saw you yesterday my heart dropped
I haven't even bothered to pick it up
I love you with all my heart
But I'm done with this horrible part
Of life and pain
I just wanna end all my shame
I'll write you a letter
I'll tell you my good bye
Forever and always
I know it's not a lie
Dec 2016 · 172
15
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
15
I know you still love me
I know you think of me
I know you didn't mean those things you said to me
Because you love me
And you love our baby
I was once your everything
Now I can't even sleep at night
I stay up wondering where I went wrong that night
I'll never understand
**** it man I want you back.
Tell me you love me one more time...
Dec 2016 · 231
Abandoned
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
**** it I still need you.....
Dec 2016 · 210
Junius
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
Please come back
Let me give you the love I have left
Dec 2016 · 210
16
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
16
Was I not good enough?
**** man you're all I ever wanted
Now I got ****** hitting me up
Talm bout come through
**** it I STILL CLAIM YOU
A year and seven months
That's not gonna change
I'm still your wife
We still have our baby
I was I not good enough?
A blade to my wrist
But I promised you I wouldn't try it
That promise is still bliss
I'm never giving up on you
Keep ignoring me ..
Once upon a time you said YOUD NEVER GIVE UP ON ME
I love you so much..
Was I not good enough?
Dec 2016 · 221
4:58pm
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
Im done being broken
Your true colors are really showing
I'm done with the lies
I don't have **** to hide
I really do miss you no lie
Because I know I'll never find the love we had ever again in my life
Remember when you said "no matter what I'll stay by your side"
That was a lie
Because now that I need you the most
You're not in sight
Maybe you just have things to do
But I don't care what you do
Ima always give my heart to you
You're the love of my life
That ***** never gon change
I gave you my everything...
It kills me... to know how happy you are without me.. but that's all I ever wanted. Was for you to be happy. So there we have it you left me and I'm still in the same place you left me in.... alone hurt angry... **** dude... I miss you like crazy
Dec 2016 · 256
lying king
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
mr. conditional lover
i wish you never promised things that never did come true
if you don't learn
you'll never know a good thing
you'll never get it
I'm here on my own
Dec 2016 · 270
Ajsj
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
A birthday wish no one will understand
A birthday wish that will intertwine our hands
A birthday wish that you'll text me
A birthday wish that together forever we will be..
For my birthday I want a text
Saying how you love me
Though we may not be together
I still want you in my life forever..
I want no anger
Nor sadness
As long as you're in my life I know
That I'll be my happiest
Dec 2016 · 271
You..
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
The man I love is still there
I'll make you find yourself again baby I swear
Just give me a chance to be your friend
And from there we'll move on to something that will never end
Dec 2016 · 264
A call out to Cypher
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
Dearest Cypher,
Here I call out to you
To explain my love for you
You were once my everything
You're still the air I breathe
I can't understand why you would just up and leave
Just message me..
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
Nothing last forever my ***
My love for you will live for an eternity
No matter what you put me through
I cry in the shower
Wondering
What the **** have I ever done to you
Was it because I was real with you??
Was it because I sat on the floor and cried in your room
What we had
It was ******* real
What we had
You'll never ******* find anywhere else
I hate that you said you loved me
I hate that you woke up one morning
And decided that you were ******* done with me....
I told you baby.... one day you would wake up and no loneger love me....
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
I cried so bad last night
After I found out what you've been doing
When you're not in my sight
I took that rope and almost jumped off that chair
But before I could, I thought
"Maybe he does care"
But if you cared why won't you message me??
Why don't you give a **** about me!!!!
I gave you every ******* piece of me!!!!!!!
Dec 2016 · 280
Anger strikes again...
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
You have the ***** to cheat and lie
But you can't face the woman
Who stayed by your side
No matter what
Through thick and thin
I was never gonna ******* leave you man
I don't understand
How the ******* can be like this
After everything we been through
After I carried your baby
You left me for someone new....
Dec 2016 · 237
You never cared
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
I gave yo my everything
In return you broke every piece of me
How dare you not care for me
How dare you be okay
Knowing you hurt me so tramindesly
I haven't ate
I haven't slept
All I do
Is ******* cry over you
Dec 2016 · 230
Your new girl
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
I heard you're with someone new
I guess I wasn't good enough for you
You make me feel like ****
I don't even wanna be alive man
**** this ****
Dec 2016 · 251
Lie
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
Lie
You lied to me
You promised that you'll never break my heart
Why'd you lie to me?
And say you loved me from the start
Dec 2016 · 427
Come back
Cyphers Queen Dec 2016
I miss you so much..
It took me a lot not to jump off the chair.
I told my self
"Why can't you be here"
I cry in my sleep
Wondering
How the **** could this be...
Please baby..
Just come back to me...
Nov 2016 · 214
Declaration of love
Cyphers Queen Nov 2016
Tell me you love me
Tell me I'm your queen
Why don't you want things the way they used to be?
I used to make you so happy
Our love was so fancy
You used to tell me 'this is real. I want you forever'
Even when we argued and you gave me high blood pressure
Or when we laughed so hard we couldn't breathe
I found all that pain underneath
Maybe your past relationships were all broken foundations
This is my declaration
Of forever and always
All these fights are just a phase
We'll get through this no matter what it ******* takes
Because no matter what Ima always have your ******* back
**** I wish I was an amnesiac
We gon' make it baby
No matter what I'm your lady
Nov 2016 · 164
Part two....
Cyphers Queen Nov 2016
As I write this letter
saying goodbye is the hardest thing ever
I know you'll miss me
I know you you'll cry
But you only have till mid night
Maybe 8 o' clock
To save me from death..
To show your love for me.... ****
If not then I guess I'll be gone..
Bring me my bear
Tell them to lay it near my hair..
6 feet under.. you only have a couple hours....
4 o'clock and I'll be gone
Nov 2016 · 214
Part One
Cyphers Queen Nov 2016
I think the world is better off without me
How does it feel to ignore me
I been texting you for days...
I guess I haven't found a way
To forget all the pain
Are you ready for that call?
"I'm sorry but she's gone..."
You'll have no right to cry
Only because you ignored me when I needed you by my side
Nov 2016 · 178
Simple question
Cyphers Queen Nov 2016
Was I ever the love of your life...
Nov 2016 · 202
Alone..
Cyphers Queen Nov 2016
She was prettier
She was thicker
She smiled more
The reasons why you left me..
I cared
I loved
I gave you my everything
The reasons why you left me...
Nov 2016 · 215
07-22-16
Cyphers Queen Nov 2016
No we haven't forgotten about you
We say goodnight to you thinking your on the moon
Or somewhere better where you are safe
You're still our son
That we never got to raise...
Nov 2016 · 238
waking up to you
Cyphers Queen Nov 2016
One day I'll roll over
I'll kiss your cheek
As you snore asleep
Ill whisper in your ear
"Baby I'm forever here" <3
Oct 2016 · 240
The Night
Cyphers Queen Oct 2016
When night falls the thoughts become darker
When night falls my soul slips even farther
Though I no longer feel happiness
I reminisce about our sappiness
It's time to move on
No not what you think
Only to my next life
Where I'll forever he freed
Oct 2016 · 168
as anxiety takes over
Cyphers Queen Oct 2016
I miss you more than anything
You said you'd be here for me through everything
I need you now more than ever
But you are no where to be found
Oct 2016 · 167
A New Me
Cyphers Queen Oct 2016
He must be happy
Knowing that he broke me
Driving around town
With nothing but some tears and a frown
He made me a new person
One who believes she's beautiful
In and out
Even with no make up standing in a crowd
Oct 2016 · 210
good morning
Cyphers Queen Oct 2016
Remember that day
I texted you and said
"I never want to wake up and not be able to text you and tell you I love you"
This morning I rolled over
Only to realize
There was no longer a you and I
I prayed the night before
That you'd walk back through this door
I sit here patiently
As my tears hit the floor
I see nothing..
Oct 2016 · 197
His Secret
Cyphers Queen Oct 2016
I was never the one
Oct 2016 · 232
Her Goodbye
Cyphers Queen Oct 2016
Silence falls
As the demons crawl
The blood drips down
As he makes a frown
This is the end
Her last breath she said:
"till death do us part"
She followed as the demons led
Oct 2016 · 216
i miss you
Cyphers Queen Oct 2016
I know you're trying
I know how hard
I know you have no time
I know you've been busy..
We barely talk anymore..
Maybe im not the one slipping away as sand.
For I am the one who sits and waits
For your time dedicated to me...
Oct 2016 · 206
11:40
Cyphers Queen Oct 2016
No excuses I need your attention
Please just sit just listen
Listen to me cry that I miss you so much
Listen to me yell for the way everything once was
Oct 2016 · 195
old memories
Cyphers Queen Oct 2016
Phone calls all night
Smiles all day
Laughs and giggles till 3Am
Up all night just getting to know one another
Oct 2016 · 186
actions
Cyphers Queen Oct 2016
I say stay
But you insist to go
I say don't do it
But you prefer to keep on with it
Oct 2016 · 177
untitled 2
Cyphers Queen Oct 2016
Crowded with people
Yet I feel alone.
I have a fake laugh now
Just have to carry on...
Oct 2016 · 160
Truth be Told
Cyphers Queen Oct 2016
Youre the love of my life...
I was supposed to be your wife..
I love you... But what now..
Sep 2016 · 225
goodnight
Cyphers Queen Sep 2016
End it here end it now
It'll only hurt for a little while
Reunite with our son in the sky
This is our last goodnight
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