I opened my soul to you
Shared with you my dreams.
Now there's no escaping the loss
Not even in my sleep.

At one point you said you weren't ready
Now we're having this blessing
Things will get rough
Buttons will be pushed
But I want you to know
No matter how much we undergo
I'll stay by your side
As long as I got your back
I know you'll have mine.
This is a huge step in our relationship
But we gave each other so we'll make it
You're going to be great
Even the nights you have to stay up late
Warming the bottles, changing the diapers
You never were like the others
Your mightiness and royalty glows
You'll fall in love once you see his little toes
He's very fragile
So don't get crazy
My love we're having a baby




Xoxoxo
~sin

Happy one year and 8 months...

Baby
Love bug
Husband
Father of my unborn
The best thing that's ever happened to me
You're the air I breathe
Forever mine
Us until the end of time <3

I no longer feel beautiful
I'm just all types of shameful
I was left in dry cold air
******* it man this wasn't fair!!!
On everything I love I just want you back
Remember all those times you said I gave you a heart attack?
You said my body was a garden
I hoped for a love like ours since kindergarten
You haven't watered this so called beautiful garden
So now it's withered and no longer jaw dropping
You see me dying and you're still watching...
I have scars everywhere on my body
It's not even attractive
I ruined my beauty
Now I say I'm okay
**** I'd be a good actress