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Jun 2012 · 1.7k
What to do
Sa Sa Ra Jun 2012
What to do when you’ve got the blues
Was it me or is it you
My plans are simple
To love life and be loved too
Their must be some kinds of deception
For you must love life and need one too
Or be one of
Billions of bricks in a grand pyramid scheme
But where in the mirror thee one on top
Is the one of thee ruse
Whom is under all
And who saves all fooled
Is there one among you who is more
Or less than precious you
Come on you’all
What would you be kidding me for
Like my lies to and about you
Like I could live without you
And rather forget or shout rat at ya
Have you scrounge through ******* that ye’
may you eat
or wire tie tire scraps to the souls of your feet
For we’ve come such a long way
To be here today
While it’s not been to long
Or far to go with squabble, plunder, resource **** and plow it under
That climates are for shifting
Seasons without reasons
Masses are off for the drifting
Our earth without our gratitude we sure aren’t 'a pleasin’
Thee oceanic cradle of conception 'tis sewer now
Like could I be without thee sky above me
Would thee auto or truck eat the one last bean
And every brick without a home
Not a hunting ground
Some tillable earth or seed to sow
Toxic fish in the untamable sea
And She will do as she wants
She will do as she needs
She’ll easily come and suddenly recede
Upon her eggshell basin we drill siphon pump poison and bleed
We blow holes in the ionosphere
Magnetic shifts and solar flairs
Does our wild kingdom wish us well
Or rather see us off into exile from our hells
Of dust bowls and Goodyear treads to save our souls
Journey on wayward ones
Is not a thing sacred not a one
Holy  liars say anti-christ better hurry fast
So saviors come to condemn our past
And free us from, to us what’s been done
Seven say there is the Savior
And six are sick evil ones
And we can not agree of the one
Seven times to the nth degree is what we will need
Till our actions are thee savings grace
As Great Exemplars have professed
Each of us must overcome
And Holy Creature become
In the stregnth of forgiveness
We undo to thee and us done
We are the ones to feel to see
That Love is the fire
Which is pure bravery
You forge in the now
Without the forgetting
Tomorrows you desire
Where love will rise
And set as thee One in all
(Winter/Spring 2010)
Jun 2012 · 687
Seeing the Scene
Sa Sa Ra Jun 2012
What do you mean
By this ain’t Heaven
Wherefore is it greater meant to be
I am confused here now
Why don’t we just let be
Is that not the great lie
We’s all telling bout you and me
How much Love would it take to see
If our doubts are just a wee more thee ante
Have we less than any creature
Land sky or sea
Where do you suppose they be
While the Gods ravage their world
Not one is cursing thou
Nor is Heaven a wee world apart
It is only learning to remember
How each of us is playing a part
Of pity me pity you
Drawing the shades of dark
Where we’s still all looking
And play in the devils heart
But this is me me me
Putting blame anywhere but where it starts
We have anti-christs and saviours come
But they are puppets now
Of our fear and doubt as we puppeteer
Our claims of silent witness
And responsibilities held so dear
What thee God would do
If thy care was not too good for me and you
As if now were not the better time
To be One with the One in all of us
Does the Mind of Christ doubt once or think twice
To share with all such Clarity
The Heart of God is ours indeed
Would our wills allow to just accept as that be
One step in or one step out
And every step a measure counts
Day by day Heaven’s come
Day by day wills itself seen
What we feel see and believe
Is what we order as Gods who’ve already come
So suffer me suffer you
Till impossibility from us parts
Not one doubt would remain
None of their parts
(Winter/Spring 2010)
Jun 2012 · 1.8k
Suicide
Sa Sa Ra Jun 2012
Sore’ us
Ooze
‘da poor ‘ust ones
Black scotch and de’wars
**** ‘um is fin’er
As I run from life
‘a from any at all.
‘dis ain’t ‘dey party
Fa’ de’ parted departing
It’s just ‘dey way
Of getting ‘duh deed done
It’s not mystery
Nor ‘duh chance.
See?
Pure despair
‘nings discernment
Evils low ruse
Vindictive benedictions
Pleasures ease
Smell’s clear
While here
Something’s sick
’nings’ fatale
‘ah a‘traction
Sum treacherous torture
Of sentenced de jour…
Jeer’us!
Infectious disease’us
Runnin’ rampant
Of spells complete
Consumption ‘us
Divergin’ opinions ring
Must be sick ’o
Is pathetic delusion ’o
Imagine
Is just imagining
Flashbacks of ole
Smackums’ hymn
Kind’a makes me laugh
But truth is too
Much to rash
That woman’s
Complete
Abusive…
Trash!
Got the world?
Or her wrath
Taken out the best…
Mother Natures Son
Everything he cares for
His family and chill
‘da heir
‘dey run
Only pain and death‘ eruption
Ultimate relentless destruction
Her kind of fun
Yeh ‘dey disorder of disorders
Kin‘da be a gun
Yud luve to be swift
For such ‘da gift
That takes you from ‘dat world
She’s so horrid
From hell they’d tried to bar ‘er
They’d hope to have starv’n out her
But souls she’s quick devour’n
Takes you out
To bear pain upon ya’
Despair, would you’ve joy
Preparations of
Desperations…
She’s suicide!
She’ll get ya on her dream sensations
Thee unforgivable debts
War crimes kinda’
You’ve got comin’
Lest her best compensations
U’d try n try to escape
Marked for pain
Marked not to make it
As prey unto desolations
Of the desperate
And ultimate violations
(She is Suicide
Kind’a be a gun)
(Spring 2010)
I actually considered this a blessing to be able to write this!!
Not legally separated, the Power of Persecution, Control and Manipulation,
Magical Understanding of Wounds, Weaknesses in the most Vulnerable Ways!!
Yes I have not been immune from suicidal thought yet as a notion I am Done!!!

I was ever wrong
for ever a wish
to leave for
now I am
where
we all
<3
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http://hellopoetry.com/poem/forgive-me-all/

I was nearing 2 years towards with what I was hoping,
to be an end of 18.5 years Suicidal Idealization!!
So this was a gift for record!!!
Sure I had Lyme Meningitis, opportunistic within HS neck injury.
Though nothing like relationship issues with spouse and now,
with 3 kids who really mattered beyond myself.
Myself who took things like 'Dark Nights of the Soul',
as worthy conditioning till such point!!

I no longer prescribe to such notions...

We can do all this self realization with self honesty only,
and All Self Love Gifts found within then also,
With True Love, Joy and Fun!!!
<3<3:):)!!!R!!
Jun 2012 · 1.2k
Nothing Else
Sa Sa Ra Jun 2012
As love as life purely be
The newborn does clearly see
So is the Treasures ripped of me
And with the lead, I into the thickening sea
Deep sea diver, who’d dream of submarines
Remembering to forget what ought be
And into thee illusions and relative delusions
As we agree to agree unto our identities
So the child would play into the surreal
Reality they say, but in plain sight
Would the greatest they steal
Life is hot and scalds as all accepts
When in your mind you don’t learn
All the right steps
As you were as you were three
And not another just like Me
In exuberance to conquer
Those who conquer about and not be
But for the few and synergies
A fairytale of sugar and spice
Not doing great harm because your nice
Deep sea diver in your submarine
I am the sky
Would you come out
And breathe with me
Your story is of remembrance
Of all you once were
And ever could be
Pure Love that is seeing perfectly
The mountains that melt into the Sea
And reality becomes Love
In your waking living breathing Dream
So shall the song of life be
Growing up
Growing down
Weaving your Love story all around
Our greater home
Where all are found
And find every angel does serve thee
As we decide what they be
So mind what you mind
Mind you if I am heart
And mind you be
Your great calling is serving me
As I am servant to all of thee
I am knower and will not deceive
Nothing has power over thee
Upon mountains or depth of sea
You are the Dragon
Who fire breathes
Whose song and dance
Is what is Heart
Not of other chance
O what Joy be
If every girl and boy
Simply be and see
(Winter/Spring 2010)
Jun 2012 · 1.4k
Less than nothing
Sa Sa Ra Jun 2012
Less than nothing
The all I've got
The bottom floor has all gone rot
She once was stone
Now my pedestal
Of some expectation
Common sense, decency, love and law
Somehow above me all
Is nothing sacred but letting go
Freefall and none for all
Not the well intended
They here are not defended
Nor for good hearted
They've departed
How bout fair
No not a stair
Surely hope
Just for dopes
Try and try again
If you like but is vain
Is there forgiveness in the end
No nor friend
Less than nothing and loving still
Vain is judgment
Pain and poison pills
Hope of hope to good too
Though I like breathing fine
How bout you
Hearts still beat
In sewers and up on streets
The bottom floor
Where none would fall
For if it fell out
No end to doubt
Is life not good
Nor understood
As we've been deceived
In anything to believe
More or less nothing
Is more or less than love
(Winter/Spring 2010)
Jun 2012 · 598
let go of letting go
Sa Sa Ra Jun 2012
let go of letting go of ur experience
dwell in it completely
it is in and around u flowing without distinguishment
ego pressure
it aint one of those things
let go of ego
and let ego b
let it serve u as u need
to the minimum
it is to serve u
not to serve it
same can b said of qoute the devil
remember
he and or what we made
serves us
get it behind as servant
we do not create to serve our creations
we create so that our creations serve us
so much false info out there
u kno that
tru info is in u
around u
if u look with a pure heart
remember
a troubled mind is troubled for only what the heart has asked
is in conflict
with our tru nature
the mind is simply servant of heart
it will do as the heart asks
instructs
so examine only the heart
ur mind is othawise fine
(July 20th, 2011)

From Facebook chat,
https://www.facebook.com/notes/lite-heart/let-go-of-letting-go/192861964105942
Jun 2012 · 499
Sweet Child
Sa Sa Ra Jun 2012
O sweet child
What of this place
Where I
Must remain
Shall we
Meet again
Here
Or there
Some holier place
Do you
Will you
Or shall I know
Your missions done
What of mine

O sweet child
Why
Have you gone
I feel
So empty
It is,
Yours
Though feels
Like
My time has come

O sweet child tell me a tale
About
A mom
And her baby
That she
Never failed

Where the Momma did weep…
Yet,
Peace prevailed

O sweet child
Child of mine
Sing me
Some songs
Tell me
You love me
Help me
Be strong

O Momma, yes
Yes
We shall
Gather together
You
And me
So peaceful
So loving
So tender
So strong

And momma
There will come
A day
And we
Will understand
About you
Me
God
And his plan

O Momma
If you had known
What
Was to come
Would you
Have had
Such joy
With such love
You gave
All that I needed
Believe
And be loved
(February 1991)

Auric Prelude;

~Word~~

The Word is Love
Hope Salvation
Fear not
The Time Upon Us

http://hellopoetry.com/poem/word-7/
Jun 2012 · 357
Word
Sa Sa Ra Jun 2012
The Word is Love
Hope Salvation
Fear not
The Time Upon Us
(February 1991)
Auric Prelude of;
http://hellopoetry.com/poem/sweet-child/
Jun 2012 · 623
Denied bliss
Sa Sa Ra Jun 2012
It became so awesome it came to this
If you’ve never heard of the Trojan Horse
Your not into the system, your lost
But to who?
To those that are caught
Who hold the security inside
Not me!

I am Columbus who was to sail off the ocean sides…
I’ve been said lost
But I have found the world outside
I have seen it!
I’ve been there

But for now I am back
To gather that which I may need
Now it’s a hard!
Back down in the world below
You scrape my skin
And rip it too
Oh grueling the pain
It’s my guts that help me stay a while longer
I take it, now I must

It’s those of you who sit and just hold a spot on the floor
Oh but it’s alright
You don’t know any more
Don’t think you understand
If you knew you would have had to been there
I’m not putting you down
This world’s ok
But I cant stay

I’ve seen the light
And it’s too beautiful to keep away!
So for now just let me be
For man has no right to judge
What he has not seen!
And so I left the more certain worlds of childhood in 1974 for a full pair of Ocean's Blowing Blues!!!
Also original text had the line 'I'm a football man stronger' probably after the 'It's my guts' line.
Jun 2012 · 1.7k
Judge
Sa Sa Ra Jun 2012
Before what thief you judge I be
Dare I share what apparent I see
A lie is but a lie is but a lie
Yet out of Garden, Heart and Mind
Four truths of lies be
One condemns the innocent
While another keeps guilt hidden
Which gives birth to swords…
That protect the innocent
And condemn the guilty
That’s what war is good for
To destroy denial
And ultimate deception
‘To do what has never been done’
And ‘Win what has never been won’
That the deserving have
What they have already won
Jun 2012 · 1.3k
Lost Vagus Nerves Reverbing
Sa Sa Ra Jun 2012
Did you not take my breath away

The one gift
you can not give
and still stay

Tethered born
from belly
connect
and belly torn

Did I not thrive for life
suckling sure
gulping love
sipling strife

Were we not
all apples
before what eyes

Before the fall
of yours
and mines

Sorry apples
nuts and rut
would ***** come
poured down
the thriving throat

What is regurgitating
other longing
re urging
swallowing
submerging

To diaphram
disruptive
falsely claiming
urgent distractions

What is to liver
becomes malaise
all jibberish

Shoot me
some adrenal-ish
before i get in
or get out
of that monster
fish

Fry me
in your pan cre-ole us
to the suet of your filet
digest me
your way

Something in this burpling
will no longer
pass thee usurping

Hick upped
or gassing passing
selling poses
of the sweeter
smell of roses
After the kickoff of 'Dubbed Drumming':
This, a punt!!!
July 10th, 2012

The Kickoff!!!
http://hellopoetry.com/poem/dubbed-drumming/
Jun 2012 · 3.8k
Dubbed Drumming
Sa Sa Ra Jun 2012
Safe from stormy icy cold
from stars sheltered too below
a wish I am
to my captive be
all this thou provideth me

The ice breaker tows us in
sweet lies lavished
beneath our skin
mothered
fathered
dear!!!

Dear ravaged
bitter sweet
lovingly deceived
tucked into sheets
from teddy bear
to milky squeezed
thigh soothing
the life that's oozing

**** a doodle
screeching out in fright
of little egg
earnest yearning
heeding calling
of thee other will
spontaneity
river spawning

No time for times sake

Not a one
would be
mistaken

Only the shrunken
fear forsaking

Run hare run
way out
out
beyond sight
of the knowing
knowing though
scent lingers
in the nose
of the tortoise
and tortoises
whom are stalking

Run run
has gotten far
hid from heaven
spinning faulty
stars heathen
tales of yore
which simply
just keep moving

But delight
is
a wedding cake
in a heart
you can see
taste
taste the spin
of spinning me

Dance too
to the rhythms
and beatings
of sticks
****** quick
to the depths
of your last breath
of the last breathing

Our hearts
the rhythm

Ones soul

The beating
of skin

On our drums
Yes my kick off piece here on Hello Poetry!!
As dated on;
June, 10th, 2012

This the follow of a punt!!!
http://hellopoetry.com/poem/lost-vagus-nerves-reverbing/

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